Have been weeks, no actually for years I realized that something was wrong in my marriage ... But I didn't really want to admit it really ...for years I did everything my back cleared everything from him ... I felt like his grooming ... I didn't have the courage to leave .... Until a message changed my life ..... ..........I was alone and had done my things .. I took my cell phone and checked my malis ... hmm I thought about post on Twitter .. Actually I was only chasing wwe and my wwe stars who would like to ....after I had entered my password ... I was amazed at who wrote to me there .... First I wondered whether I should answer ... because who knows whether it is true and whether he really was ... Oh come on what have you got to lose ....try it ... I wrote a (hey) on the (Hello petty fan). And wait a minute because nothing came ...... In the time I did my laundry .. I heard my cell phone and saw that had got an answer ... (Where are you from) ..(I'm from Germany) .... Yes it started ... The fairy tale that I couldn't believe at first that it was possible ...
It has been going on for a while now ... We got on well ... But I still didn't really believe that he was ...he asked me for a photo and I first considered whether I should do it .... My answer to the question was (If you can prove to me that you really are the one you claim to be) ... It also follows a quick answer .. (i am currently in the hotel i will send you a picture of me and if that is not enough i would also call you) I wrote only briefly (is OK) What was I actually doing but it was the only way to find out if he was is real ..I didn't wait long and got a photo with him, Dean and Roman all grinning (And convinced ??) No, I was still convinced ... Although ... (No not yet !!) ... It takes a moment and my cell phone rang ..I looked at the display and found it was not a German cell phone number ... Come on I girl thought I could answer it maybe it really is ... I answered it and was surprised he really was .. The King Slayer .. Seth Rollins ..colby Lopez ... !!!!! I just brought out a "Hi" and heard him say "and now convinced?" ... "huh yes is it really you?" .. "yes I am." .. That broke my first resistance ...but I tried to fight my emotions later .. I spoke for a while and then I heard my little cry. I apologized and promised to report again ..... I heard the car door below ..my husband just missed me ... I went into the nursery and saw my angel was awake I wrapped the little one but my thoughts were still on the phone and talking to Colby ...after I had taken care of the little one and she was sleeping again .. "what is there to eat? And why was the little one still awake?" ... I said nothing brought him his food ... and I saw a message would have.. when my husband asked, I said "it's Anna ..." It wasn't Anna ...
After I had written with Colby for half the night ... Because it was now night in Germany .. he asked me at some point (what my name ishow old I am?) Oh damn my name was not in my profile and my age was not ... I was funny in there so I did not want to specify ... (I'm 35 ... My name is Alexandra but everyone always says Alexa to me ...have a little daughter and I'm married ...) ... I wondered if I should really send this .. Oh come on Alexa what should happen and hit send ... I don't wait long for the answer (Married pity actually !!) ..I leave it and actually thought it was a shame what does he mean now please ... Did not go further ... Looked at the clock and thought such a crap I should sleep ... It was 2:30 in the meantime .. I said goodbye and fell asleep with the thought .. !!! What is happening right here, everything can't be true !!! ... The next morning I woke up and took care of my little one, who stretched her arms towards me when she saw mthe only one who seems to be happy to see me .... Because from the kitchen I heard "Where's my coffee" ... I faded it out and pressed my little one firmly into my arm .....my husband tapped me on the shoulder and said angrily to me "if you would fulfill your marital duties towards me with such dedication ... I would be glad ... !! But no, don't miss me anymore would rather take care of me the little one !!! " he went and I looked after him and thought ... Go and leave us alone ... I called after "the little one can't take care of yourself !!" ... I heard him through the closed door of the children's room. .." That was clear... and then write half the night with Anna but have no time for me .. I'm going to mom "... He slammed the door and was gone ...... then drive it through the head and never come again...... I looked at my little one and looked after her first .. I loved her brown eyes .... A little later she played on her blanket while I was doing the household chores .... I hadn't looked at my cell phone yet ...with a hand coffee went into the room and picked up my cell phone ... (Good morning Alexa ... I hope you okay?) .......I looked at the clock and found that he should be awake again (No i'm not ok .... but i do not think you want to know what's going on?) ..... I should be wrong he wanted to know what's going on and I ...well he complained what made me so sad and why I was so glad that my little one was always there for me ..... (Excuse me for being so honest, but you do not look happy ... no women deserve that) ...... (You're right ..do you know what your girlfriend can be happy to have you ..) ...... (I have no girlfriend at the moment .... !!!!) .... someone like him no girlfriend hard to believe .... It immediately occurred to me what he had written tonight ... (alexa you have not sent me a photo yet ... do me the favor and send me one) ..... OK I thought and sent him a photo of me .... (wow you have great eyes .. you are something special you know) ....what special what the hell was going on now .....
Still very confused, confused and completely next to me after his words ..... What did he want from me, he just wanted to be nice or was more ....Oh no, I thought someone like him would definitely not have a mother with a child ... But I had to admit to myself that his words had left a great mark ...... And I hadn't received such a compliment for a long time ..while I was dreaming like this I didn't notice that my husband came back in the door ... "Are you now clear-headed again? And now do what I want again ... !!!" .... I saw him, startled at.. "I am not worried in my mind and I am not your property." .... Angrily he screamed at me .. "Oh no, without me there is nothing ..." The little one started to cry and I took her into the Poor... with tears in my eyes I threw the ring at my feet and grabbed some things for the little one and me .... grabbing my car key and running outside ...I heard him roar after me "Oh that's how it goes and greet Anna from me" ...... I started the car and drove off .... How could I have loved this man once ...I was glad that I had no accident and had arrived at Anna with the little healthy and healthy one ..... I had called her on the way and Anna was waiting for me in front of her apartment ... "Mouse can go in firstI take care of the sweet and you sit down "....... When she came into the room Anna had a large cup of tea and sat down on the sofa with me." Come on what happened? "I told everything in tears ....only from Colby I didn't say anything yet .. "Mouse I've been telling you for a long time now you got a divorce. !!!" ... Yes damn she told me for a while ... "I know" I brought out crying .. my cell phone rang and I saw that it was not my husband ..... (Hey Alexa, how are you?) .. I had to confess that I felt better somehow (Now it's better again!i wanted to thank you for the compliment and tell you the compliment the eyes give back ... I always like you) ... yes i thought he had hammer eyes and was also a great man ... (Really thank you .. just what does it mean now?) ... I smiled ..anna looked at me confused at "Who makes you smile like that ..?" .. "I don't represent that yet .. I have to be sure first" .. "Be sure ok I better not ask any further" .. I wrote Colby what had happened (I do not want to interfere but how long do you want to put up with that) I got the answer ... Yes, he had and didn't say that all around me too ... Alexa how long still.... (Yes you are right I have to protect my daughter.) .... (A woman like you has to be treated better and I, for example, would do that) ... I swallowed again a hint what should that be? .... (i thank you but I do not think we will be anything ... I like you, you are the man why I love the Werstling so much) .....anna quickly disappeared in the shower and I got an answer that made the next wall collapse to my heart (Why could not it work between us? .. And now Alexa please do not come with stuff like .. I have a daughter .. i'm older than you .. I live in Germany and you live in the US ... OK baby believe me if i tell you i would like to meet you so much) .....I saw what he had written I don't just let it go once I don't do it more often and didn't really want to understand what it said ...I noticed that I was getting tired but before I went to bed I wrote back (You want to get to know me? OK) ... I went to my little one but sleep was out of the question ...Could it be that I was about to fall in love ... No, that was nothing but a great feeling because it flattered me ..... A man like him and I couldn't do it ..
After I pondered for a long time last night ....about my life and how it would go on for me ... And the thing that he writes he wants to get to know me ... Who was I already a fan who loved the Wwe and I also always loved Seth Rollins .. I often saw him live and once he was standing next to me but I don't think he noticed me ... I was so flat at the time that I couldn't say anything. Later I regretted that I was too cowardly to say anything. ...all this shot through my head ... until I was so tired that my eyes had to fall ... When I woke up from the sun shining through the window ... I heard Anna tell from the room with the little one ..I stretched myself and my eyes a lot on a suitcase ... And 2 large bags .... I knew them but I didn't take them with me ...Anna explained to me that my husband had brought her and I should come back when I could finally think clearly ... "" I will take a shower first and thank you for being thereyou are the best "I smiled at Anna and she made me understand that it was a matter of course for her .... Anna did not have to worry .. It was her apartment and she had enough space for us firstonly forever it was not clear to me ... I went back to the guest room and got some fresh things and looked at my cell phone again ... He had answered yesterday ... I hadn't noticed. . (OK? So you agree.that's nice to hear) ... I started to get curious ... and write back before I take a shower .... (I would love to know so much about you. I can not believe you want to meet me ..) Grabbed my things and went to the bathroom ....I enjoyed the water on my skin .. I do not know exactly what was wrong with .. My thoughts were confused .. I closed my eyes and did not form myself to be ..no it could not be you can not fall in love with someone by writing or you can ... I grabbed a towel and brushed my teeth ... Suddenly I heard Anna shouting mouse please come quickly ..arrived in the room "Alexa mausi you are Seth Rollins fan or?". I nodded ... "Then look what I have here .. Two tickets for the next tour and a meeting with Seth ... I took part in a competition. I was hoping to win to make you happy. "..." I don't know what to say you are the best. "... I went straight through my head when I wrote to you he will recognize me as he is Photo of me has ........I fell around Anna's neck and grinned over both ears ... She looked at me and asked "You are a little in love with Seth Rollins right?" .. "Anna he is a great man believe me I would say no to him but I don't think he would want me "...... Anna laughed" Why not you are a great woman and who can resist your eyes ".. I had to smile ... I hadn't read this before. if Anna knew I decided not to say anything to her yet ... Because I didn't quite believe that it was Colby who wrote me ....I put my little one to bed at 5 months, she slept very much, sang something to her as I always did and took my cell phone with me ... When I left the room ... (Are you on the next tour?i would recognize you right away .. you know ..) ... what should I answer ....