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By sad__boii

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Playing with the devil feels like heaven till it's too late. "I made a deal with the devil" ----------- Res... More

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By sad__boii

Gustavs POV

When we were walking all I could think about was the sound of my feet hitting the ground.

I hate coming here.
I could hear Sabrina's feet patting much faster than mine. she says something but
I don't think I replied so I kept walking till we made it up to the door.

"It's peep"

When it opened the blonde looked at brina then me before moving to the side. when we walked in diego walked up not looking at me at all.  
"Per usual?" I just said yeah and looked around before noticing Sabrina is starting to sway she nudged into me before I wrapped my arm around her stabilizing her.

"Is she okay?"
My attention turned back to Diego and his attention was all on her.

"She's fine it's 350 right "
he shoves the bag into my chest and put his hand up to Sabrina's face

"Brina ?"

Her head wobbled into his hand practically and my arm pushed him back by his chest.

"You're doing too much "

He scoffed at me and and pushed me back while grabbing Sabrina's wrist pulling her into him.
When my other hand tried to reach around and grab her to pull her back it didn't work and before I knew it I was out of the house

"Are you kidding me what the fuck!"

I screamed and kicked the door banging on it

"what are you doing open the fucking door "
My hands were sore from how long I banged on the door and when I walked down the stairs I practically fell over my own feet.

Things are happening so fast I'm not even sure what to do with myself.
When I went to his text message I was calling and texting him Over and over next was brina and after the 9th time she answered.

"Holy fuck brina I'm so sorry are you ok I tried to stop this but they said they was going call the cops "
She was giggling and it took her a minute to reply
"It's ok babesss I got thisssss " her Voice trailed of almost like she dropped the phone

"Baby?" I tried to keep her talking but she never replied. 
When I hung up I tried calling back but she never answered . 
I was texting tracy on what happened when she walked up on me
All I  could do is hug her
"I'm so sorry I was about to call tracy are you ok "
When I wrapped my arms around her she fell into me but quickly caught herself. when I looked up I could see Diego looking from his apartment so I started to walk with her when we made it back to the buss we talked and I handed her her group of tacos.
She's been acting odd.
It's her phone I can tell I just don't know what it is. Just as fast as I handed her the food she handed it right back "ima go to the bathroom " I just nodded my mouth full watching her move around she leaned in Kisses my cheek so I took the opportunity to reach and grab her phone out her pocket.
She walked away obviously stressed out over something so I watched her walk onto the buss and
When she was gone I clicked the locked phone open. No intentions of unlocking it. when I bite  into the taco one last time the number continues to pop up over and over.  I can't see what it says but there's no doubt it's Alex.

The phone drops And go my waist.
I stand there letting everything rush through my body.  It's so fast.
I kicked his ass more than once for her to still be talking to him?
Before I blinked back into consciousness I was on the buss my legs were moving so fast the high was being killed
I saw the bathroom door start to close so I pushed it back open more aggressive than I wanted.

"You're still talking to him ?"
When I saw her I barely could see from the adrenaline so when dezz slide past me I barely noticed

But I noticed

"What?"
I just stared at her and Sighed when I didn't get the response I wanted.

Fuck.
This is it.

"No he's been messaging me look wanna read"
She moved over to me and showed me all the messages while I couldn't stop thinking about how I accused her of something I didn't know anything about. I felt all the adrenaline leaving my body making me feel tired. I laid my head on hers and watched her.
I remember apologizing and fallowing her to the bedroom.
More like fallowing her hips but same thing
When I went into the bedroom she laid on the bed while I pulled a baggie out of my pocket watching her move on the bed.
She's angelic
The more I inhaled the more I remembered how much attention she gets.
Not that it's a bad thing she just is interesting. Everyone wants a piece and I don't blame them.

"I shoulda just asked. I'm sorry "

She laid  down while I stood above her
"It's ok really doll , come here "
I didn't listen and insted kept admiring her

"What was Dez-" as I shoved the baggie back into my pocket she shoved me on the bed

I didn't even notice she moved.
Fuck
Her breath was hot and the weight of her sitting on me was the perfect amount to drive me crazy.
She knew that because every movement she took she exaggerated. she drug her finger down my jaw while she talked. The longer we talked the farther away her voice went. The longer things went on the longer I was not in control.  The high took over me completely and she's not helping. After a while I was passed out with her laying next to me. Her hair tangled in my chains and stuck to my chest from sweat.
When  I realized she was still there I let myself relax back to sleep.
It's fine.
She's fine.
When I open my eyes a second time I was alone.  When I sat up my eyes adjusted but my mouth was screaming for water. Swinging my legs around I stood up quick practically panting looking for water. Once I did I stood in the room just kinda looking.
Taking in the fact I'm alone.
Once I finished I tossed the empty water bottle and stretched while walking to the front of the buss
The music is on and there's so many people here
But I still see her. She's looking down at a table with different pills.
Looks like shes sorting them out. I was about to take a step to her before Dez walked up from behind her again. Her hand started at the base of her back as she moves her body around Sabrina's side
She was speaking but it looked like Sabrina was counting not paying attention.

I stoped walking , seeing what would happen.
The jealousy shot up my back to my neck and all I could do was swallow and I could barely do that. Her hand went up and down her back and it seemed like brina finished what she was doing because her attention is back on Dez.
Dez chin is resting on her shoulder.
Faces way too close.
Different story if I knew they weren't fucking at some point. My jaw started to clench and so I licked my teeth trying to calm myself.
She's laughing.
What ever the fuck they are saying to eachother she's not telling her to back up.
Fuck
Before I knew it I was right up on them.
Dez moves back and and brina looked at me and smiled "hello doll face "
She moved a pile to me and laid her head on my shoulder "tracy said to separate them for you. "
She knows how to do it.
The look to be correct,
Maybe tracy taught her.
I didn't say anything insted shoved them into my pocket and turned to move and sit down when I say she fallowed she was practically up my heels.
When I sat down she sat down next to me with one leg on my thigh  turning her body alottle towards me

"Look" she held her hand out and it had diffent pills on it
A perk?
She moved it around so I could see and I just nodded
"Wanna do one with me  today?"
How did she get that. 
How does she know about it
I don't respond and she pouts looking at me in my eye "what's wrong peepers "  she pulled one knee up to her chest and still leaned  against me
"Someone can't keep their peepers off you "
I mock her with the nickname to make it more jokingly but it made the air thicker than ever.

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