I ran as fast as i can in the hallways so that i could arrive at my dorm immediately. i know that alot of cadets and higher ranks soldiers are staring at me while running, but i don't care any of their criticism on their head right now. All i want to do is bury myself on my bed so that my heart will stop beating very fast.
The words that came out in Levi's mouth, was very unbearable to me.
•dug dug•
What does he mean by that?
What is he confused about?
Do i make him confused? If yes, what is it about
Those are the thoughts that are keep running through my mind right now, i can't even focus on where i am going i keep turning on wrong pathway and keep coming back to where my starting point is. I just can't get Levi's words on my head, he really does know how to make my heart and my whole self feel crazy.
I'm just being delusional
Once that i saw our dorm room, i immediately open the door and stormed my self inside and stayed at the back of the door breathing very heavily. I saw Mikasa and Sasha staring at me very weirdly. The both of them are cleaning the room. Maybe They are cleaning to make me feel better.
They must've felt guilty about what happened at the elevator accident
I let out a very big sigh
"Are you okay girl?" Sasha put the vacuum aside and went up to me, started to question me. Mikasa went to me and also did the same thing
I smiled and nod at the same time at them so that they would stop looking weirdly to me.
"Are you sure? Cuz your face said the other way" mikasa added
I chuckled a bit of what she said
"Uhh face can't say anything" Sasha interfere
"No dumbass, it means that even though she deny everything she said to us, the look on her face disagrees" mikasa smacked Sasha's head so that she can come back to he senses
The actions of thos two made me laugh so hard. The both of them looked at me.
"But for real though, what happened to you?" Sasha once again asked
After I heard that, I slowly stopped laughing and faced the ground, I bit my bottom lip not looking at them because I am too shy to confront them about what Levi said to me earlier.
Does it have a meaning though?
I shrugged all of the thoughts in my mind and look at them seriously.
"So.... aren't you going to say it?" Mikasa
I didn't respond to what she said to me. Mikasa grabbed both of my hands and caressed it. I looked at my hands then back at her.
"Look, it's okay if you don't want to tell us. Were cool about it" mikasa added and smiled trying to calm me down
I smiled back at her and nod. I left the both of them at the back of the door hanging, while me on the other hand went to the bathroom and closed it immediately so that they wont follow me and asked again some questions.
I turned on the shower, take off all of my clothes and stare at the wall. I can't still figure out what he means by that though. I even heard All the laughs and giggles that they are making outside.
I wonder what they are laughing about.
After I was done showering, i put on my favorite pyjamas. I got out of the bathroom and saw the both of them playing cards, I know how to play cards but I am not really on the mood right now. They even offered me to join them but I declined it.
I just want to fall asleep.
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After we ran so fast, we already reached the orphanage. We were accompanied by old women when they saw us both running.
Who's this boy though?
I looked at the way holds my hand. It was very tight and it seems he don't want to let go. I bit my lower lip to prevent from smiling.
"Oh, who is this young lady, boy?" An old woman asked
Is his name, boy?
The old lady faced me and I stand properly in front of her.
"What's your name baby?" She asked
The old woman has fair skin, bright smile and she looks very beautiful when she was young I guess .She looks so soft, lovable and she looks like someone you can trust and depend on.
I smiled at her
"I'm (y/n)" I said
"What a pretty name, it suits you" she added
"She's an orphan too, miss Simian I offered her to come with me. Is it okay?" Boy interfered our conversation
Oh miss simian, cool name
The old lady faced boy too and smiled
"Of course dear, she would feel welcome in here" she replied
We got inside the establishment. It wasn't small and wasn't big too it's just in the right size. There wasn't many children too it was only like 12 or somethin but it's okay than to live alone.
The room for boys and girls are separated that means, me and boy will see often in the dining room and in the living room.
"Boy, sweetie you can go now into your room I am just going to explain (y/n) a few things about this organization" miss Simian said to boy
boy just nod and leave immediately
We were walking in a hallway. And maybe it was the way to go to the girls room.
"Umm Miss Simian, is his name really boy?" I asked
She looked at me then chuckled like I just said an very laughable joke.
"Oh sweetie, you're so adorable.... It's because he wont tell us his real name, and that's why we call him boy. He really doesn't mind it though." She let out a very big sigh
"We found him in the side of the street crying. We asked him why he was crying. He said, all of his parents were eaten and he has nowhere to go" tears were already flowing on miss simians face
I went to her and started to comfort her
"He is a very good boy (y/n) and very gentle" she resumed
I smiled at her trying to calm her down
So that's why
The next day, i was very happy to go and see boy but very unexpected happenings had happened.
"Miss, where's boy?" I asked miss Simian
She did not answered but faintly smiled only to me and once again tears were starting to fall in her face.
"His uncle adopted him earlier....." she replied
I wanted to thank him though, but i guess he's in good hands......
I hope
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"Girl wake up!!"
I heard Sasha shouting near my ear so i accidentaly slapped her face
"Ouuuchhh! That hurts you know!!" Sasha complained
"It's your fault for shouting to my ear though!!" I argued back
She rolled her eyes and enter the bathroom
I got out of my bed and stretch a little and laugh at her actions. Its her fault though. I walked towards mikasa
"What's the time?" I asked mikasa
She was drinking some coffee with a pair of bread beside of it. I bit some of her bread and she didn't mind it though.
"You're late. It's already 3pm and still your sleeping" ahe answered very cold
I spit some water i was drinking because of what she said
"3-3 p-pm?!" I coughed and stuttered
She did not reply and nod only
What? I slept for over 10 hours now?
Wow i can't believe i can do that
"That's 3 hours before the party" i added
"Yeah, hurry up because we are already done showering" mikasa added
I nod and went directly to the bathroom to shower. I even heard the laughing and giggling the both of them make outside but i dont care anymore.
After i was done showering, i just put on some bathrobe temporarily and the next thing i know, the both of them pulled me and throwed me very hashley in a seat where there is a mirror, a bunch of make ups that i dont know about and a very shiny lamp beside me.
"Yo-u g-uys wha-t are you doi-ng?!" I stuttered
They just giggled which made me confused. They did not answered me and they start putting things on my face. I dont even know what products they are putting and all i know one of the is an mascara though. I coughed a couple of times because of the powdery things they put.
Am i supposed to be worried about this?
They were about to finish my look with a lipstick but i stopped them. I want to do it by myself, i want to feel what it's like to put something on my lips.
"I want to put on a lipstick by myself" i said.
They did not answered and handded me the lipstick i wanted. I took it and slowly opened the lid. The color of the lipstick has a little bit shade of a pink but more bright red. After i put it on i pursed my lips to spread the color
This was the first time i looked like a beautiful woman.
"Wow! Looking good! (Y/n)" Mikasa complemented me
I smiled at the mirror
Not gonna lie, i am indeed beautiful
"Go on, try on the dress!" Sasha said
I looked at the dress she was holding. I widened my eyes when i saw the dress, it was a bright red off shoulder but not sleeveless dress. It was beautiful but im not sure if i would look good in it.
"Are you sure? It's my first time trying those dress out" i said with a weak voice
Sasha just laughed. Not gonna lie too Sasha is beautiful tonight. She wears the same make up like ours but she wears a very shiny blue party dress and she pairs it with a black heels.
She's really stunning
And if you were wondering about Mikasa, all of us wears the same make ups. She wears a black V line dress. It has a very long sleeve and she likes to cover more so it is very long and also she put on a shiny belt.
She's gorgeous
"Oh come on (y/n)! Try this on already!!" Sasha forced me
I got up from my seat and took the fress she was holding. I put it on and barely fits though but it's okay. I pair it also with a black small heels. After i got out the both of them widened their eyes at me and started to squeal
"Omg! You looks so good (y/n)" sasha squealed
Really?!
I chuckled and went to a mirror and look if they are saying the truth.
I nearly dropped the thing in my hand, i look like my mother when she was younger.....
"Omg! Maybe i should quit the scouts and be a make up artist. No! I should be a fashion designer" mikasa flicked Sasha's head for what she said and i laughed at them.
We are already walking to the entrance so that we can enter the party. We showed them out cadets identification cards and they let us enter. The party was alot of people than i just expected. There were many of them dancing.
We sat down to a table that is vacant and alot of guys are hitting Sasha and Mikasa but the girls are playing hard to get so the boys are pitiful. There were also boys that is hitting on me but i dont like any of them because i like someone who is better killing a titan.
My eyes rolled all over the room and that's when i saw levi. He was wearing a tuxedo, it really fits him. He is very handsome when we he wears that.
My eyes are glued to him and my eyes can't move.
•dug dug•
And that's when he saw me staring at him. He licked his lips and looked at me up and down. I tried not to bite my lips but i failed
Gosh he's so sexy
I hope this will be a good night.
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Hellluuuuuuu sorry i cant update yesterday, there were internet malfunctions :))))
But yeah here it is♡
And if you are wondering what the girls and levi are wearing here it isssss
Mikasaaaaa
Sasha
(Y/n)
Leviiii
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