i woke up before alex or his roommate, so i got
up quietly and i changed into this..
i could hear moaning from alex's room, and i thought to myself who could that possibly be. i went to his room and opened the door.
he was having sex with my bestfriend, i was pissed!!!
y/n: ALEX WTF!
a: shit y/n-
d: omg!
y/n: i can't believe i EVER had feelings for you, all you do is go around and fuck girls!
i heard him say my name but i completely ignored it. i ran out of the room, while tears fell. i locked myself in the bathroom and
i cried into my legs. i posted these..
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"we love falling for people.. that we could just never have"
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~end of that~
i start to take a walk.. i'm overthinking so many things, and i just need a break from the world. i hate it here. no boy has ever wanted me like payton has, and now i'm forgotten and he has a girlfriend. i never even got to tell him my feelings.
i started to get drunk a lot and i would have sex with random guys just to numb my pain. people posted about blesiv in bed, and i would go crazy. i started smoking and drinking even more. i didn't feel like myself.
i stopped posting on instagram.. i stopped taking pictures of myself.. i started to lose my confidence. i had nobody. i wanted to be happy.. i miss my parents. i wanna be in hawaii with them, but they have completely forgot about me. i don't have friends, a boyfriend, or even a bestfriend. i wanted my life back..