alright boy,
sit down because its time for you to learn a lesson.
i saw that you reposted a meme that was like,
"guys only want love, thats all we want"
...
no.
no no no, you dont get to do that.
i was willing to give you all of the cuddles and love in the world,
but NOOO that wasn't enough for you!
so you know what, screw you for that.
because i was here.
and i loved you more than i loved breathing air,
or waking up every morning,
or any other basic human need or function,
so you are a LIAR because you didn't just want love and affection,
like you said,
because if you did,
then MAYBE
I WOULD HAVE BEEN ENOUGH FOR YOU BUT I WASN'T SO GO FIND A GIRL THATS YOUR AGE AND NAIL HER, SEE IF SHE LOVES YOU AS MUCH AS I DID THE NEXT MORNING. SEE IF SHE WILL LET YOU LITTLE SPOON. SEE IF SHE WILL RUN HER FINGERS THROUGH YOUR HAIR AND KISS YOUR FOREHEAD THE WAY I DID. SEE IF SHE WAKES UP EARLY TO MAKE YOU CINNAMON PANCAKES. SEE IF SHE WOULD DIE FOR YOU. SEE IF SHE WOULD DROP EVERYTHING FOR YOU. SEE IF SHE SPENDS AN ENTIRE WEEK SETTING UP AND PLANNING FOR YOUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY AND MAKES YOU DINNER AND DANCES WITH YOU UNDERNEATH THE COLORED LIGHTS AND SPENDS HER ENTIRE SAVINGS ON YOUR GIFT AND ENDS UP BROKE. SEE IF SHE CRIES WHEN SHE KNOWS THAT YOURE GONNA LEAVE, EVEN IF ITS ONLY FOR A WEEK. SEE IF SHE MAKES INSIDE JOKES WITH YOU. SEE IF SHE LOVES YOUR AWKWARDNESS AND GOOFY DANCING. SEE IF SHE DRAWS YOU PICTURES AND WRITES YOU NOTES AND WRITES YOU POEMS AND SONGS. SEE IF SHE TREATS YOU THE WAY I DID. SEE IF SHE LOVES YOU THE WAY I DID. I REALLY HOPE SHE DOES.
...
i really hope, for your sake, that she does.
but when she doesnt,
remember what you had,
and what you chose to throw away.
remember the love we had.
remember what i gave you.
remember how badly we broke it.
you took a girl that would have died for you,
and you dug a grave not only for her, but for yourself too,
and now we lie in them
alone.
so great job, genius.
you're the one
who really lost here.
still though,
i love you.
just please, stay away from me.
at least for now.