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I was dancing in the kitchen to ROSALÍA while cooking breakfast. It's a Saturday and it's one of the days I had to work with Kordell on this project. Truth to say, I was annoyed as a bitch because he was cutting into my time designated for either my work or Messiah.
Every Saturday I'll either work on designing something or Messiah and I will have a day to ourselves and do whatever. Now I have to work with him, alone and at the freaking library.
It was around 10 now and Siah was still sleep like normal. He's always up on the game early in the morning so it's not a surprise to know he's sleeping in.
"Boo," oh never mind.
I felt arms wrap around my stomach and a head resting on my shoulder as I snuggled back into his warmth. We stayed like that until I had to set the table and sit down.
"Baby if you're still tired, go to sleep," I poured him apple juice as he looked like he was about to fall out the seat.
"I'm good, jus need a cold shower and I'll be up and ready."
I nodded and sat down beginning to eat, "So what you gon do while I'm not here?"
He woke up at that and scowled looking at me, "You mean what the ghosts gon do in here while we both gone? I ain't letting you be alone with that bitch," I shook my head and just let him talk. We solved this issue and we only doing this for work. After this project, I ain't associating with at all.
"Well just know you can't do anything. Be decent and act like you got sense—and no yelling." He sat me on his lap just as I was picking up his plate to take.
"You don't tell me how to act, who you thought you was? I'm daddy around this bitch," he kissed my cheek as he rested his forehead on me.
"So act out if you want to and we'll see who's on the couch with no sex for the next two months. And trust me, I can hold out," no I can't—- too dickmatized but he don't know that.
"See that's going too far, I get that shit whenever I want—like now," he attacked my neck as I laughed at his antics before I kissed him back.
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Big knocks sounded on my door as I lay on my couch watching my morning cartoons. I didn't feel like answering and maybe they'd go away so I just stayed silent watching Spongebob.
More knocks came with a loud voice as I rolled my eyes getting up to open the door.
"What's your business here Canuo?", I leaned in the doorway as he tried to enter. I pushed him back with a hand on his chest as he huffed.
"You can speak while you're outside, I don't need you gracing my new home with your bullshit. Speak."
"You tryna get with Ueno? Thought you have feelings for me?", this is what he interrupts my morning for. Ugh, jealous men.
"Let's make a few things clear, your friend wants to dance in my waters. I'm just simply permitting him to do so. And why should you have any type of way into this? You don't accept the feelings I have so I'm just probably inserting them into a person that'll instill the same in me. Not just their dick. Goodbye Kristian."
I tried to close the door but he pushed it back open letting himself in. In my house! The hell is wrong with Americans?!
"Get the hell out! You have no right forcing yourself into my house!", I tried to drag his arm back to the door but he gripped my wrist backing me into the couch.
I winced as I hit the corner and I glared him doing, him returning the action.
"How you gon jump from me to my bro man?! That's what we doing?!
"I didn't jump to your bro! He approached me so maybe you should check him instead of me! Now I'm gonna calmly ask you to get your hands off of me before I make you. You're making me very upset with you and now have about 20 seconds until I blow up—fair warning."
He just smirked at me continuing to hold me and even increasing his hands around me.
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!"
"YOU' NOT GON BE WITH HIM ÉLIE!", I pushed him off and attempted to walk up my stairs when he snatched my wrist back. I wasn't thinking and I turned swiftly and slapped him across the face.
"Get....out...," he looked up from where his head had shifted to the side and he looked like a fucking maniac. But it hadn't scared me one bit because I'm quite possibly the biggest bitch you'll ever meet. And I don't scare very easily.
"Get mad Kristian....are you mad you're not Ueno? That's it isn't," he pushed me into the wall with a hand around my neck as I grinned.
"Struck a nerve love?", I laughed at his furious face as he started breathing heavily.
"Keep pushing me and you gon end up hurt," I smirked whispering.
"Hurt me....or I can get Ueno to do it too," I groaned as he slammed my head back on the wall. I hit him in the mouth knocking him back some and proceeding to kick him off the bottom stairs.
He got up quickly as he dragged my leg down. I winced as my head hit the floor and swung away from his fist. I got up hitting him as much as I could but he got me one good time in the mouth. I chuckled and grimaced at the blood on the corner of my lip.
It's fine cause he has a bleeding lip.
"Make it clear to me Krissie! You want me right but don't want to take your chances with me. And won't let me go when someone else jumps at the chance," he just stared me down.
Tears started to burn at the rim of my eyes at his silence. I ran my hands through my hair and leaned down to the floor. I shakily rubbed at my eyes before getting up and facing him again.
"Why aren't you saying anything?! Tell me I'm wrong and just delusional! Tell me you don't have feelings for me like usual! Tell me you don't want to be with me! Tell me....do you have feelings for me," by the end of my words I was in tears standing in front of him.
He kept his mouth closed and rubbed at his lips eyeing me while looking around the room.
"Krissie....I need to know. Do you like me or n-not?", I looked up at him as he faced me finally, staring with what looked like an empty expression.
He leaned down not too far from my lips as I breathed in short turns onto his lips. He inches forward as his soft pillows pressed onto mine. He brung me closer as he increased the pace of the kiss as I struggled to keep up.
"Y-you can't....stop making me like you e-even more," he pressed his tongue into my mouth as I sucked on it—I'm falling too deep into this.
"Let me do this, you gon let me?", he broke apart and looked down at me.
I nodded, I just wanted to give in to him anyway. He makes me want to.
He picked me up joining our lips again and laying me on the couch. Just one more time.
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Kordell and I were sitting at a table reading through our psychology books before we would begin to take notes on each other. I had to make Messiah sit at the table in front of us so he wouldn't do anything and I could actually get some work done.
"Is you done reading over the chapters yet, I think I got it down," he closed his book facing me.
I been had it down, I'm basically the top student in my class. Being the person and student I am, I've read over half this book during the summer to be ahead.
"Yeah, do you want me to start with the questions?"
"If you want, ask away."
"Okay, these questions are based around our entire unit. I'm gonna take down your answer and my notes after each question. First one, are we alone?"
"In a sense yeah. Me and you are alone in this conversation, alone maybe in another place in the universe but in general no because we're surrounded by other people in this space."
"If you were asked to obey an direct order, would you do it—no matter the situation?"
"No because I don't take orders from anyone but myself. I decide what I do for myself and that's it." Makes sense since he didn't get the idea that I was taken.
"Do you believe in nature or nurture?"
"Nature because nurture doesn't go far in people. Learned behaviors and and characteristics developed in nature in my opinion help the person evolve. Nurture is just crap that offers an emotional influence on someone but doesn't impact them for long."
"What does death mean?"
"It's the ending symbol to the end of life. The last phase of a cycle—meaning to come to an end. Everything comes to an end one day," I looked up at the harsh sounding of his words and he just urged me on with a hand. I wore a tight smile before looking back at my questions.
"What does love mean to you?"
"It means nothing until you find someone to share it with. Only one person you'll be with and gain happiness from."
"What makes you angry? After this, I have one more question."
"People that get in the way of something I want to achieve or someone. If I see something I like or need, I want it to only be mine. I don't like sharing or having someone take something that's mine. Do you get that, desiring something so much but not being able to have it?"
I nodded slowly as my body began to tense at his dazing stare.
"What are some traits about yourself that you think are not socially accepted in society?"
"I carry myself very highly, my self esteem is not low at all. So I could be seen as narcissistic. In certain situations, I could be a hard critic on others opinions. And the way I think can go on for miles but may be seen far fetched in some people's head. I think my mind is just way different and creative."
I nodded as something in me just didn't click. I just wrote my stuff down and let him do his questions. After about an hour, Messiah led me out the library as I kept thinking to myself. Those answers just rubbed off in the wrong way.
"You good boo?", he hugged me with a raised eyebrow.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Let's just get outta here."
𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜? 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚏 𝚢'𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖?
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𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗?
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𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜! ❤️