*Y/n pov
" Yoongi, you ready? " I yelled from living room. There was no reply again.
I stood up from couch feeling frustrated. Almost 30 minutes have passed since he said '5 more minutes'
Yesterday he gave a high pitched whine when I denied the outing plan which he suddenly bought up. I tried to fill his head with sense and asked him to consider my state before planning on something. My head was not even healed yet he forced me to go along his words. Finally after a lot of negotiation , I agreed not because I wanted to, I had to.
We planned on taking walk around the town, buy stuff and end it with movie night.
Standing in front of the room, I knocked. There was no reply from him again. So I just barged in.
Suga was searching for something hastily, flipping the blazer in his hands. He then went to the wardrobe and started rummaging in the pockets of the clothes.
Sighing, he sat down on the bed with head In his hand and looked so tensed. I went near him and kneeled in front of him.
" Babe. What happened ?" I asked him. He stayed silent.
I removed his hand from his face and made him look at me.
" Now say" I said again.
" I lost it " He said defeated.
" Lost what? "
" I lost the pendrive" He said releasing his hands from mine.
"Just a pendrive. Don't you have another copy of it" I asked him, understanding the possible reason for his frustration.
" No. I don't" He said head hung low.
"I know you will find a way. So don't worry" I said , trying to sound confidence.
" You don't understand y/n.that pendrive had an important data which could have paved a way to bring Rm down . But now everything is over. I lost it" He bursted out.
Such a bad luck but not a worst one I thought. I held his hand again and soothed it.
" Look, nothing is over until you say. I am sure their will be another way. A problem may have one solution but never a single way" I said it with confidence. He nodded reluctantly.
He still had that grim cover on him, not satisfied. I stood up and lifted my hands towards him. He raised his brows.
" Hold it fast" . He held it in instant with confusion .
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" What is this place? " He asked, staring at the Ferris wheel in distant with an aww.
" This is place where people who knew that they would vomit on some rides but choose to go, only to fill others excitement with stinking smell" I replied.
" I see" He said ,eyes still glued to the Ferris wheel.
"Haven't you been here before? " I asked. He shook his head as no.
" Ok then. Let's go and hang our souls" I said.
He started marching towards the Ferris wheel with hands pointing towards it like a kid .
* Yoongi or zombie
I pulled him by his collar. He was shocked but soon came back to reality.
" Ferris wheel are desserts. Let's enjoy the food first" I said and dragged him away.
He whinned like a baby, but stopped protesting when I glared at him.
I decided to start with simple rides since it was his first time and later go to large ones. He was afraid at beginning but soon got used to it.
Later he started dragging me to bigger and powerful rides. I refused but the he started pouting , at the end I gave in .
We have been to 50% rides already and I had no energy to even walk. My little energy was also drained out when suga demanded to repeat few rides for 2 to 3 times.
Unlike me, He was happily walking around the park, jumping and viewing things which attracted him. He was also bumping with people around there, but cared less. He would just give them gumy smile and move. He was clearly embarrassing me a lot but I decided to shrug it off seeing how happy he looked.
Hopping like a frog around, he stopped when he saw a small boy, lips and cheeks covered with ice cream. He was looking so cute and adorable. Suga took his napkin out and wiped his face, smiling brightly. They looked like a dad and son. My mind started with its own fantasy.
It was portraying scenario like small legs running around the house, giving me and suga a sense of family satisfaction. Small figure which we could embrace during hard time. Small hands which would wrap us cutely. The tiny soft voice which would utter mom and dad. The lil soul which would complete us with it's cute smile.
These thought bought instant smile to me followed my blush. I smaked my head to get a grip of myself.
" Am I out of mind. I must be going crazy" I whispered to myself. The feeling of dreaming about a small family was common but despair and false hope will kill you. Shrugging I forced myself to the earth.
The boy smiled cutely at him. The smile was making the kid more lively. Suga was about to pick up the baby but his mother dragged the kid aside.
She glared at him with unknown anger and disgust and he stared back at her with confusion. This staring contest was not something which we could watch with popcorn.
I ran over to them instantly
" I am Sorry miss. We didn't mean anything bad" I apologize.
She gave me a disgusted look in return ,which made me wanted to smack her head. I agree that the mistake was on our side, we shouldn't have touched someone else kid but her expression can't be justified.
I forced a apologitic smile and bowed. To my surprise, the lady backed up, holding onto her child tightly. Her disgusting face was covered with fear now .
She turned and walked away quickly. Dubious i looked at him and got it cleared. Even though the lady was out of sight, he still had his mortal eyes with his hands in his pockets.
I smaked his head and yelled
" The mistake is on your side. why are you glaring at her? " .
" That doesn't justify her disgusted look. Who does she think she is. I am the one controlling the world and she has the audacity to look down on us" He said, clinched teeth.
" Look, if you want to stand and glare at her for rest of the day. Do it , I am going" I said.
" No. I just want to teach her that she is an ant and could be crushed under my toes" He said with pride.
" You know what you just stay here and Compare others with ant , I am heading for Ferris wheel" I replied deprived of energy .
His eyes glittered as soon as I said the word. He again started hopping around happily like a frog. Sighing at his child self, I followed him.
It was already dawn and the park was illuminating brightly with different shades. Everyone were wandering around smiling widely. It can't be denied that amusement park has capacity to brighten up even gloomy mood. Live example was standing In front of me, looking in aww at how the electric machine was producing fine pink lines wrapping around a stick resembling a huge cloud.
He te it as soon as he was handed the cotton candy. I could sense the sweetness just by his expression. I have seen him happy before but this was a different version of it. This is a kind of happiness, which even he didn't knew existed.
We at last reached the end of this long and promising day. Infront of us stood the gaint wheel gleaming with different sets of colour. This wheel marked the end of every heart's gratification. It is evident from the long line at the end of the day in front of this wheel. This wheel certainly is a wheel of satisfaction.
Buying the tickets from ticket booth we lined up. After an hour we finally got our cabins. We took seat opposite to each other. Soon enough, it started rotating. Long awaiting moment finally arriving
We were half way done and now we were exactly above the city. The sky above us was dark but the city beneath us was dazzling with lights. The light spread till what looked like an eternity.The city lights, street lights, fire flies, candel light, beam from the house far away made the darkness beautiful.
I looked over suga, who was luxuriated in his own world. His smile once again reminded me, he is the twilight of my shadow.
" Isn't it beautiful? " He asked, pulling me out of my thoughts. His eyes still focused on the outside beauty, while I was focused on something else. He was completely obvious of my racing heart.
" It is beautiful " I replied, gaze fixed on him. Realizing the intonation, he finally acknowledged me. He gave me a sweet smile and sat next to me. He intervined his fingers with mine and I felt my blood rushing to my cheeks. He stroked the back of my hands lovingly. I flashed him a wide smile in return.
" Whom do you love more yoongi or suga?" He asked. .
This was not something I accepted.
" Well... Uhm.. I am not sure" I said with a nervous laugh. Unlike me he had a serious expression.
" I am serious" He said. After a brief moment of silence, I said
" Suga. I love suga the most" I said, looking deeply into his eyes.
" Why? " He asked with puppy eyes. His eagerness made me chuckle.
" First time I met you, you were a so arrogant but I somehow felt you were numb to sensitivity. You were a cold hearted sloth but gave a roof for a stranger. You were always detached from me, but ensured that your acts were homely enough. All of them defined suga and I feel in love when you were suga. But that doesn't mean I don't like yoongi. I saw your yoongi self today and I felt happy that child side exist even in you. Nevertheless suga or yoongi both are you and you are mine" I completed.
I could see he was truly impressed by me right now. His eyes were widened in a adorable way.
Our eyes intertwined for a brief moment. We both digged into each other eyes, deeply sightseeing our souls. Slowly as time descended we leaned closer and our lips connected.
That kiss felt like the first one with much more emotions. Feeling each other touch,raged fire within us. It felt like our soul found home in each other.
This kiss embraced the dead scars in us, making us feel more human. The tears flowing down my eyes, said the overwhelmed sweetness in me. He held my face with his hands and Deepened the kiss. This kiss was so addicting like a drug, that both of us refused to detach.
After seconds we finally broke , forehead against each other. Our lungs craved for oxygen and we craved for this moment to last forever.
" I love you" He whispered against my breathe. Smiling in tiny I said the three magical words.
" Love you too" .
Just when I thought this beautiful night would have a beautiful ending as well, his phone ringed breaking the heat.
Leaving my face, he pulled his phone out again . He frowned seeing the caller id and swiped the red circle hastily. Smiling at me, he held my face again and leaned forward. I wanted to ask him who it was, but I was not dumb to break the sweet atmosphere.
Our lips just brushed against each other, when the ring Interrupted again. This time, he glared at the caller id with same dim view and answered it
" What do you need? " He just snapped at who ever it was angrily.
As the seconds passed by, his crossed expression softened with concern and agony.
" I will be there in few minutes " He said impatiently and ended the call. That moment when his sorry filled eyes met mine, I understood that the night between stars and city is going to end even without a proper kiss.
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