I stepped aback. I didn't feel it right -- it wasn't right to be in the embrace of my boss, it wasn't right to kiss my bully, it wasn't right to LOVE HIM. Without letting him speak any further, I ran out of his cabin. I could hear him call my name repeatedly but I didn't turn back.
I came straight back home. I locked myself in my room and cried hard. I didn't want mother to worry about me so I buried my face in my pillow. I cried and cried, and unknowingly, I drifted to sleep.
I didn't go to the office for the next two days. My friends were worried so they came to see me. I told them everything. They spent some time with me and after that they went back. I felt lonely again. During these two days, memories from the past days flashed back repeatedly.
Why did you do this Yoongi?
End of Y/n's P.O.V
Yoongi's P.O.V
She stepped back. I got my answer. She ran out of my cabin without letting me utter another word. I called her name repeatedly but of no use. She didn't even turn back. I fell. It seemed as if the world shattered into pieces in front of my eyes. Why Yoongi why? Why did you do this?? Had I not told her anything, she would have been here with me now. Atleast I would have got to see her, feel her presence and cherish her smile. But then,
Is it really such a sin to confess my feelings for her?
It's been two days since she came to office. I requested my friends to go and check on her. I had also instructed them not to tell Y/n anything about my relation with them. I didn't want her to feel that I'm spying on her.
I couldn't concentrate on my work. Memories of that day flashed back continuously.
Y/n, forgive me please. Come back!
End of Yoongi's P.O.V
[Time skip - A week later]
Y/n's P.O.V
I woke up at 5:30am and headed straight to the washroom. I brushed my teeth, took a warm shower and went to my wardrobe to wear my dress. Yes, I'm finally joining office again. In this week's time, I thought a lot. I even thought of quitting this job, but somehow I was unable to do it.
My dress:
My hair and makeup:
After I got all ready, I went down to have breakfast with mum. I didn't speak much, instead I quietly had my breakfast and headed straight out of my house towards my car. My office starts at nine, and it was just 7:00 am, so I had much time left. I went on a long drive all alone - what I always did when I was utterly sad. I don't know the reason for my sadness myself, it- it's- ugh it's just hard to define.
I stopped near a beautiful lake, far away from my house. Yes, I could come here taking the overhead brdge, but I chose this way because it takes me a step closer to the beauty. After all, a nearer view is always preferred. Once I reached the spot, the beauty of the scene, the scent of fresh leaves, the fragrance of the flowers, the chirping of the birds, the calmness and serenity of the lake - all of these filled me up making me feel good from the inside. I feel good whenever I come to this place. It helps me sort out every problem and makes me understand my feelings. I was cherishing the beauty of the place when suddenly I heard a loud splash of water.
People started shouting. I followed the noise. When I reached the place, I saw someone getting drowned! And somehow, the hands looked quite similar, as if I had seen the same pair of hands elsewhere before.