edited: april 5th 2023
"I wish you'd stop packing your shit like your leaving me" he lets out a laugh as I sigh and continue. He snatches the bag from me and throws it.
"What the fuck Jah!" I go to get it and he grabs my arm, and pulls me to the bed.
"Noa, I'm not throwing away a 10 year relationship. Sorry but I'm not"
"Oh my god Jah I'm not breaking up with you! We're just taking a break."
"Same damn thing! I don't want to! Your my girlfriend your not leaving me!" I sat on the bed and closed my eyes, taking deep breaths because this nigga is really blowing me right now.
"Jahseh. Please. I just want some space"
"Is it Stokeley?" He tilts his head, staring at me hard.
"What?" I say in disbelief and confusion. Does he think I'm cheating on him?
"I'm telling you now, ain't no nigga gonna do you like me! No nigga can compare to ME! JAHSEH FUCKING ONFROY!" He gets closer to me and I just sit there.
"Why would I cheat on you?" I whisper, how could he think that low of me?
"Because-" he pauses and thinks, before bringing his face closer to mine.
"Jah I love you. So so so much you don't even know." I take his hand in mine and he leans in and kisses me, pushing me back on the bed so he's over me.
"I'm sorry." He mumbles as we pull away.
"It's okay. I know how you get sometimes. We have been together 10 years" I say sarcastically, he smiles, running his hand through my hair.
"Your so.....perfect" I start to laugh. He looks at me confused
"No I'm not, I'm so very very far from perfect. We don't know what perfect is. No one is perfect, not you not me, hell not the most famous person in the world"
"Your better than me at least" he says lowly and my heart starts to ache. He was my whole heart and its been that way for 12 years, but he still thinks so low of himself.
"Jah-"
"Just sit with me" he pulls the cover back and opens his arms to me. I kick off my shoes and sit between his legs, laying my head on his chest as he plays with my hair.
"Better?" I show him a smile and he returns it.
"Much better. I love you Noa"
"I love you too Jahseh"
~Nya🛸