Pain is an addiction,
Its my addiction,
The thoughts of suicide plague my mind,
Leaving everything far behind,
I take the chair and tie the rope,
Now it's tight around my throat,
You never noticed how i felt,
The depression was like a seat belt,
In the car after a crash,
Dug into my skin with in a flash,
This moment will forever last,
Now the chair is on the floor,
And their banging on the locked door,
The door is open and at the count of four,
They fell to the floor,
Now as they place my casket into the ground,
They realized I always had a frown,
And how my eyes never shined,
And how my skin was always lined,
With the colors red and blue,
Red for the cuts,
And blue for the bruises i gave myself because of you.