I woke up and got ready in my robes to go down to eat breakfast when suddenly granger bumps into me
Lily: watch it granger
I spit at her
Hermione: well im sorry jonhson
Lily: oh you've done it now
H start fight when you hear the one and only harry potter behind her
Harry: HERMIONE!! Ypu alright
Hermione: just fine its just this thing here punched me
Potter glared at me
Lily: well actually you should of watched where you going mudblood
I scoffed at her amd left for the great hall, I was fine till kate saw the blood on me
Kate: dude I told you no more fucking fights
Brook: wait who wasnit
Lily: the mudblood
I said getting a look from draco crabbe goyle and pansy
Brook: did you beat ber ass
Lily: just enough for her to learn her lesson, I would of done worse but potter found her before I got to her nose
Brook clapped but not lound enough fir everyone to hear
Kate: bruh dont do anymore
I roll my eyes at her thats when you catch your eyes staring into dracos for what seemed for ever then I saw a piece of parchment flying over to me from wesley and is said dick sucker
Lily: thats it im done with the golden trio
And you stormed out to the slytherin commen room and this had never happened bwfore but you felt wet stuff coming from my eyes and you start panicking till you see draco but you dont care
Lily: malfoy what is coming out of my eyes am I dieing
Draco: chill your crying its fine
Lily: no no no no no I cant be crying I promised my self to never cry, I havent cryed since......
All of a sudden you had a flash back of you dad hitting you and rapping you then calling you a whore after walking in on you and you ex fucking
Lily: ........since y dad hit me, rapped me and called me a whore.........
U could see the confusion on his face
Lily: shit no one knows that but kate and brook
Draco: did you just say your father rapped youb
U nod slightly and run out of the room to try to dry the tears thqt have never came out in 5 years ikr you and you ex had sex at 11 but you lost your virginity at 6 years old so you didnt think it was bad.
Then once you dryed your tears you laft to go find and insult the golden trio once you found potter you saw he was walking past draco
Draco: why so tense potter. My father and I have a bet you see. I dont think you'll last 10 minutes, *jumps off tree* he disagrees he doesn't think youll last 5
Harry: I dont give a damn about what your father thinks malfoy
Then you got bored so you punched him
Harry: what the fuck was that for
Lily: I got bored watching and I was mad that I was crying so I came to find the mudblood to beat up
Ron: oydick sucker why did you do that
U clench your fists up
Lily: who even told you
He pointed to crabbe and goyle
Lily: oh you both are done for now, run whille you still can
Kate: I suggest you both actually run she runs fast and once she has got you there is no turning back, her punch killed someone
They sprinted off
Lily: and watch your mouth whesley or you next. Oh tell mudblood to never get In my way again wait no actually tell her to bump into me I want to beat her
U said smirking at the end and wiping the blood off your knuckle and walked off to the first aid
Lily: umm could I get a bandage
I forgot her name: oh yes miss Johnson what happened this time
Then harry walked in bleeding out of his nose
?: yes mr potter what happened to you
Harry: she punched me
?: explains the knuckled * turns to you* k tild you miss jonhson no more fights
You could tell her everything so she new about you father and lets just call her mrs
Lily: well potters friend whesley called me a dick sucker
Mrs: oh so what did you do
Lily: told him to watch his mouth
At positions
Lily: what next
Kate: um positions with gryffindor
You roll your eyes as you end0ter the class room
Ron: dont roll your eyes to much dick sucker or they will get stuck at the back of your head
Lily: well maybe I should just so I dont see your face again blood traitor
Then snape walked in
Snape: play nice lily
Then he continued with the class while you and draco were fighting untill he did something that crossed the line to far
Draco: professors did you know what happened to lily withe her father
Snape: no why malfoy
Draco: he called her a whore, hit her and rap-
You cover his mouth
Ron: so it was your fathers dick
Lily: NO IT WASNT IT WAS MY EXS THATS ALSO WHY MY DAD CALLED ME A WHORE BECUSE HE USED ME AS A FUCKING SEX TOY
Snape: lily when was this
Lily: when I was 6
You whisper
Class: oooooooo
Lily: shut up
Then you run out to go to the toilets
Lily: myrtle do you have a razor blade
Myrtle: no wwhats wrong lily
You and myrtle where friends belive it or not
When it started
I ran into the bathroom so mad I could not even stand so I sat down against a toilet cubicle then a girl came out
?: hello im myrtle whats your name
Lily: im lily lily johnson. Why are you in here
Myrtle: I died in here most people call me moaning myrtle
Lily: oh
Myrtle: whats wrong lily
Lily: theres this boy named draco malfoy and he keeps making me so mad aswell as his friends Vincent crabbe and Gregory goyle but I will have to put up with them because they are slytherin just like me
Myrtle: oh im a ravenclaw well I was one
End
Myrtle: was it draco again
I nod
Myrtle: I dont know but I think you like him becuse after your first year you didnt care what he thought
Then someone walked in
?: im sorry lily I didnt know that it woupd hurt you
It was draco
Myrtle: so your the draco lily has been talking about
Draco: she talks about me
Myrtle: all the time about how you annoy her so much and I think other stuff thought
She smirked
Lily: myrtle thats enough
Myrtle: ok bye Lillian ava malfoy
She whisper the name though
Lily: do you want me to throw a book at you
She flew into the toilet
Draco: you talk about me
I looked down when we heard crabbe and goyle looking for draco
Crabbe: oh so your with this sex toy
Lily: Vincent do you want me to punch you
He looked down while you sighed and slid down the wall to sit
Lily: myrtle can you get me a razor blade. please
Myrtle: iv been telling you for the last hour no
Lily: fine I will get one of those really sharp knives from the kitchen
Draco: what for
Crabbe and goyle left already
Lily: to kill myself..... ive been very suicidal for ages now
Once you finshed and back at the common room
You walk through the door pissed off
Pansy: whats wrong with her
Draco: s-
Lily: he wouldn't fucking let me leave but I did what I need to do
Blaise: and whats that
Draco: she cut
They all went silent
Lily: to ansew all your questions, I cut becuse I want to die. Everyones life is so perfect but mine I have it here I just want to go
A/n I am really tired I have nkt slet in 48 hours so its not the best
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