Chapter 19
The last thing he said 3 years ago Was I love you good-bye, will it be no goodbyes now? I hope so.
"How's work?"
Nasa leaving room ako habang nakatingin sa sala, si ate Jen naman ngayon ay halata na ang bomp sa kaniyang tiyan.
"Lahat naman pareho... It's till the same you know... tiring." Sabi ko ng walang imosyon.
"I miss work... I miss-" She breath heavily "I miss Vincent"
We still have this problem... And that problem is to convince dad about their relationship or else the child is going to grow up without his or her dad.
I... My self also need to talk about my relationship with Helix... I'm scared but I'll try my best.
Mag ga-gabi na ng makita ko si Daddy na paakyat sa room nila I was so devastated when I saw him smiling... Anong meron?
"Dad! U-uh... Can we talk?"
"Yes.. What is it?"
Habang kinakausap ko si Daddy biglang pumunta sa amin si mommy.
"What is it honey?"
"Mom.. Dad about ate's child... You know being a kid without a dad is awful, papayag po ba kayong mangyari 'yon sa magiging apo niyo?" Nilakasan ko ang aking loob habang binibigkas ang mga salitang 'yon.
Napanguso si mommy at tumingin kay daddy, kinakabahan na 'ko.
"Please dad... Can Vincent have the permission to care his wife and their child?" I sigh... When he didn't answer. "I also met Helix... Where back now... I-i'm sorry dad,but mom I love him so much" I suddenly broke into tears.
"You're what?" He ask coldly.
My kness are trembling like crazy and my heart can't stop raising... It feels like I've done something bad and I didn't tell them.
"Helix?... Tuazon?! Siya na naman? Diba sinaktan kalang ng lalaking 'yon? And now you have the guts to be with him again? Anak why?"
I just love him so bad that I can't forget him.
"I still like him... Sorry, don't worry if the two of you won't get me, then let ate Jen and Vincent live together... S-sorry mom.. Dad" tinakpan ko ang mukha ko ng humakbang ako ng kaunti palayo sa kanila.
"Wait" my mom hold my arm and hug me.
"M-ma.. I'm sorry.. If I still love the one who broke me... I'm sorry" I cried and my mom tapped my back para mapatahan ako.
"It's ok if that's what you want and if that's going to make you happy then I'm here to support you"
A sudden group hug form when Jen came up and see us crying like crazy I was so happy that this are my parents.
"I-i'm sorry... I should've hide that for years" Jen talk.
The next day nagulat nalang akong nawala sa higaan ko si ate Jen maybe because hindi na siya natatakot mag isa ng malaman niya na pwede na sila ni Vincent.. Gosh hope all.
Bumababa na 'ko at nag handa ng almusal para kay ate at para sa'kin narin.
I prepared some toasted bread with porch egg on top of it, I also got some milk and cereal for me and for ate because I thought milk is good for a preggy person like her... She likes cereal a lot lalo na'tong chocolate flavor siguro maiingit 'yon.
"Ate.. Wtf?!"
Nakita ko si Vincent sa higaan ni Jen ng masaya akong pumasok sa loob... Am I interrupting? Pero ka gabi lang ...ugh nevermind.
"You can come in" Vincent shout.
"Is this what you call speed?" I ask him.
"Hmm... Yeah maybe so what?"
Napanguso ako ng magtaray to sa'kin tsk.
"Stop it Vinc... Thank you!!" She exclaimed happily.
I just left the food there and leave them alone I can get my own food anyways.Baka ma third wheel pa'ko sa kalangdiaang ginagawa ng Vincent na 'yon kay ate.
Pagkatapos ng ilang oras nagmadali akong kinuha ang phone ko dahil kanina pa 'to nag ri-ring.
"Uh hello?"
[Fuck Reine!! Si Helix.. Si Helix!!] A man shout from the phone.
"A-ano? Anong meron who the he'll is this?"
[It's his friend I'm texting you this address please come he needs you!]
Is he terrified or something?... I smell nothing but fishy acting from his friend.
"Ok fine"
He turn off the phone when he already send me the address...AIRPORT ?! omg where is he going?... No!
Dali-dali akong nagbihis at nagdala ng gamit papunta sa airport... What is he up to?! Ano iiwan niya nalang ako after those thing happened minutes, hour and, day ago? FUCK IT.
Ng makarating ako sa airport inikot ko ang aking mga mata at hinahanap siya... Nababaliw na'ko!
Where is he... Where's Helix the man who broke me into tears, shattered my heart lots of times tapos iiwan niya lang ako? Is that love? Is this love?
I tried to call and text him but he didn't answer... I thought of not saying goodbye's but he still left without me knowing it.
"Reine" A random voice came up from know where.
I jump because of shockness when I saw Helix caring a suitcase with him saan ba siya pupunta iiwan niya ba 'ko?
"Reine.." He smiled while I'm here hiding my tears. "I'm sorry"
"Yeah you should say sorry! Ano bang meron iiwan mo ba 'ko?" I ask.
"I'll never do that... You're going with me"