Vee POV:
What an interesting friend I made, my mind went blank on our way back to the uni, I'm even surprised we got there safely.
I dropped him off at the event and helped him unload the banners before heading to my classes.
I could still smell him on my clothes, I could still feel his lips on mine, his hands on my body and his sweet yet shy touch, my lips curled up into a smile without me even noticing.
"Someone's in a good mood" Kai greeted as he sat beside me.
"Let's just say I'm having a good day"
"Fine by me it's been a while since I saw happy carefree Vee, I missed that bastard" he joked.
Happy & Carefree? Me ? I wish.
I can't remember the last time I felt love for someone or even something close.
Who am I kidding I know exactly when that was.
5years ago:
"How can you say that ?" She cried out "we've been dating for months" she shouted.
I just let her scream and shout at me until her anger dissolved, it's was all my fault I deserved it.
I should never have felt that for him of all people, I couldn't admit it even to myself and for the longest time.
But my feelings were too strong to conceal, this was love I was in love with him.
I was in love with P'Pete a man.
I've never had any prejudice on the LGBTQ but now that I'm a part of it all I could feel was fear.
I've always dated girls, even if sometimes it felt off I just taught this was normal.
I was scared of the people, I was scared of losing my friends, but what I was the most scared of my dad's reaction.
When I finally mustered up the courage to tell them the truth I was greeted with compassion from my mother and well my father took it as 'just a phase'.
Thankfully my friends were far more accepting and I was glad I had them by my side, even if they were annoying the hell out of me 99.99% of the time.
Thinking about the past always made me in a horrible mood so I just started focusing on my class instead.
"Gun wants to meet for a coffee" Kai announced reading a text "wanna join?"
Knowing this guy he probably messed something up and he can't face Gun alone.
"You're buying" I retorted
We walked past Mark's building, and I couldn't help but think about him.
Should I drop by ? Should I ask if he needs helps ?
Probably not, knowing him he'd run away if I get even remotely ask anything about him
He made it clear that he doesn't want anything else with me and I'm not even sure I can provide something else either.
"Oh hey Nong how are the preparation going ?" Kai said bringing me back to reality.
"We're pretty much done with everything you should drop by everyone will be happy to see you" Dean said visibly proud of himself "Thanks to you too P Vee you were a real life saver today" he continued with a goofy smile.
"It's nothing really" I said
Thinking about what happened on that car ride I should be the one thanking you little man.
"I'll drop by tomorrow morning we have something planned now" Kai nicely answered before literally dragging me away mischief on his face
"You took a liking on Dean ?" he asked smiling like the fool he was
"Are you high?" I nearly shouted "Do you even use your brain?" I continued looking at him in shock
"What I just learned that our Mighty Vee was a lifesaver I had to ask" he teased as he got in the car "You don't even help when you're the one who mess up"
"I just help out because Mark couldn't bring everything by himself" I pleaded getting behind the wheel "Nothing more"
"I'm just saying it's been a while since our guy dated someone" He said
"I guess I'm just not the dating type" I joked.
"Come on don't let one bad apple rot your whole life" he said in a serous tone "Ever since P'Pete it's like you've completely shut yourself off to feelings"
"Come on I'm young" I joked "I should take advantage of my God given looks while I still can" I continued desperately trying to lighten this conversation.
"Yeah right, have as much fun as not everyone can be as happy as Gun and I anyways" He proclaimed
"Yeah right stop bragging and just tell me where Gun is waiting"
"Mont Blanc Cafe, he's been obsessed with their cakes" He continued.
That's where Marks works right, but he got the whole charity going on, and classes, he probably won't be there anyways, no need to get your hopes up.
We parked nearby and headed to the coffee shop.
Pulling the door I spotted Mark almost immediately, I could feel the excitement rushing through my veins.
To our surprise he was laughing with a very familiar costumer, the laughs getting louder as we approached.
"He really did that" Gun said still laughing.
Finally they noticed us and tried to compose themselves.
"Hey" Kai said "Someone is having fun" he joked taking a seat beside his lover.
"Vee !" Gun exclaimed completely ignoring him
I knew it ! They fought and I'm the awkward third wheel
"Hey" I said taking my seat "what's with the laughing"
"Well P'Gun right here was just telling me some very interesting anecdote" Mark said with a gofy smile.
Damn he was cute.
I looked at Gun with pleading eyes praying the Gods that my friend didn't embarrass me in front of...my fling ?
the second Mark looked at me, his eyes were full of sparks I knew I was done for.
"So what would you like to order ?" Mark asked "Let me guess a Sprite for you" he continued holding back his laughter
I knew it he told him about the Sprite incident !
"I...I can explain" I mumbled trying to save my face
"It's nice to know you have a fluffy side" he whispered to my ear.
"I'll have an Iced coffee and a piece of your walnuts cake" Kai said oblivious to my shame.
"I'll bring you back your order right away" Mark announced before heading to the counter.
I turned to my friend ready to give him a hearing
"You obviously like him" Gun said as he drank his coffee"
"First Kai said I liked Dean, now you say I like Mark, what will be next" I tried to joke not ready to have this conversation.
"Vee you know my guts never betray me" he continued "Not like a certain someone I know" he continued looking at Kai.
"Don't torture him the poor soul brought me along just to appease you" I laughed.
It's been a while since we've spent time together and it made me realize one really important thing....I freaking love my singlehood
I spotted Mark clocking out of his part time, that was my cue.
"Guys I'll get going" I declared giving them no time to react.
Almost running I tried to catch up with him why was I trying so hard it's not like we had anything planned anyways.
But I just wanted to spend time with him.
"Already leaving sweetheart" I whispered standing behind him
"Jezz you scared me" he said his voice trembling a little
"Sorry I might have been a little too excited" I admitted caressing his arm to calm him down.
"How come you're alone" he asked
"I definitely could not handle the two of them bickering for another hour" I answered "So I just decided to follow you"
"What an honor he sarcastically replied
"I'll make it worth the while" I teased.
His smell was so sweet, the perfume of the cakes of the coffee were still on him making his scent divine I just wanted to bite him.
"Well sorry for you but I have plans" he said moving closer to me "even of your offer sounds way more interesting"
"Than cancel them, and have fun with me" I murmured in his ear.
I could feel his breath on my neck and was convinced that he'll give out.
Suddenly we heard a loud honk from the road.
"Mark get your ass in the car" A voice yelled from the car
"That loud idiot is my best friend" he said "rain-check?" he asked with the cutest face.
I nodded in disappointment.
I hate this feeling of rejection, it's leaving a bad taste in my mouth, a very bitter one.
I didn't want to go home yet so I decided to call Brook and we headed to our usual bar for some drinks, the place was packed as usual so we just sat at the bar.
Why was I so pissed that Mark didn't want to come play with me, sure I don't expect him to be available every-time I want him to but he could have put in some effort.
I was slowly getting more irritated, and gradually more pissed at Mark but mostly at myself? I hated this roller coaster of emotions I'm on because of him.
Since when having a sexfriend was so complicated.
'You're not dating him just go have fun'
I gulped my drinks in one go and turned to find someone to have some fun with tonight.
I'm not spending this night alone.
Author's nonsense :
Bad Bad Vee! 🙈
I really want to give this couple some proper back story so no smut this chapter but next one will be good I promise !
Next chapter will be up on the 23
Thanks for all your feedback and support ! You guys are really the best !
Kisses fairies 💜🧚🏻♀️