A Girl Named 'CHAOS'

I was standing on the cliff in the dark with demons inside me, I could hear the blood pounding in my ears.
Every muscle in my body screamed at me to flee, but I remained frozen.
The night caressed my skin until it stole the pink blush and replaced it with blue.
The only notion of brightness came from a full moon, and even her light was a chilled silver beam.
I was too scared to jump off that cliff but I wasn't left with any other option in my life.
I guess that was my destiny which has brought me to the end.
But then something struck my head...that changed my life forever.