A novel-in-progress, this is the story of a young man's journey in life and love. He searches for, finds, and loses love, as he goes on with his life as a writer and teacher. The novel does not follow a linear way of story telling, but rather it echoes the memories the writer recollects as he goes on with his seemingly-ordinary life. Perhaps for many, his life is ordinary, but if you are a young gay man in this world, how ordinary is life really?