You know why i loved him...because i was seeking for protection..and nothing better than his darkness could protect me..but he used his darkness to destroy not protect me.. 2day i rest on my bed listening music and trying to avoid questions like "what i did wrong to deserve all those bad events in my life" .. " will it ever be better" .. "Will i find someone loyal and be happy" Im tired holding up together the family..staying strong in front of all...will ever someone ask me how i am and truly want to know if i am??! Where are u ANDI? My true story...my own feelings...storms of my life...Its a hard journey but imagine being the one living it 😅