"They say your other half will come someday, but that dream of mine was turned into ash a long time ago. I find myself giving up to something I'm impossible to have, I find myself wondering if I ever be worth it to look for...and sometimes, I wish I can shut down all the pain that keep breaking my already broken heart..." Synopsis: Eleonor stops believing in true love, and a soul mate is just from a pigment of imagination of the fiction books. Numb from the pain, and invisible scars, the only thing that keeping her sane was her little brother. But what if she find herself meeting eye to eye the man of her dreams, a dream that she gave up a long time ago. Of all people, she knows that even a tiny eye contact with the most gorgeous man: William Carter Smith would hurt her even more that she already had...