The time I loved you and I was thankful to have known you and I still miss those days I was your best friend and even though now our lives may still be taken in a new direction where we still don't know where anything in our life is going but we still try to live our life as best as we can even though I still do think about you from time to time and miss you for as long as I can sleep and dream about you at night but time was never an issue of mine to keep from loving you and rather me obsessing on what might have been I have been instead trying to focus on the future even though I don't really have an idea of where anything is going but I am still navigating my path and my life which seems to be flipping the switch on me and pulling me in all kinds of different emotions while I continue trying to write my stories and even though growing up for me in my twenties has been what you can make it because that just seems to be the name of the game and I can't seem to shake the feeling sometimes that my life has a different plan for me that I no longer understand and do hope by anyone who reads this story can also relate to all of the feelings I have been feeling even though it is still all new to me and I have sometimes no clue to what I am doing I often or lately have learned to write what I love and not what everyone else wants but it can be kind of hard when you yourself know what you what you want but no one can seem to get on the same page as you and it almost feels to me like a lost story of rose petals that are filling their tears with nothing but thorns and while everyone else may seem to get all of the butterflies I feel like I am in left field not knowing where to go or what button to push in order cross the street once the traffic light changes colors from yellow to red and then red to green but I hope instead of seeing the stop sign I can feel like I am going towards the end of the road with the walking signal even though I may not have an idea where I can go.
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