The pain in her eyes resembled the moment when I was in that same agony . They held the same fire , she denied again and again when I begged infront of her . And I understood that she was suffering as much as I did and still she tortured herself and me. At that moment , I knew that the pain my heart was in from past two years was all her fault or not her's at all . She was so cruel , how could she be ? despite knowing that she was killing me along her by avoiding her heart . O how I wanted to punish her for not trusting me and for giving her tiny sweet heart the agony it did not deserve at all.