Tyler loves the man living across from him more than anything in the world, but when you've been feeling like the world's against you and you've hardly been able to find happiness and joy in anything in life for as long as you can remember; even that is not enough. Finding someone to love, isn't enough to fix a person. Being loved, unconditionally, isn't enough to fix a person. Some people aren't meant to be fixed; they're just counting down the days 'til life is finally over. And while Joshua tries everything to make life better for his lover, nothing seems to work. But when something life-changing happens, will Tyler have a change of heart, or will he embrace what he's been longing for for so long? ⚠️Trigger warning: This is a short, but heavy story. Depression and suicide will be mentioned a lot, and not in a light way. Self harm happens in this story as well. Be careful!