I am the queen of spirals. Do not underestimate my ability to fall off the deep end. I have a history of spiralling when people I love abandon me. And I do admit sometimes I push them away. But that's the test right? Only those who genuinely care will stick around. Spiralling is all kinds of fun. I pull away from people I love. I can't seem to be able to communicate my true intentions. I struggle with over independence. I start fights. Lack of sleep. Being vulnerable to the first person who I see and they do take advantage of that and yet again it starts another chain of spirals. But then again...it also makes me create fun things like poetry!