Estella Licht wants to fade away into nothingness. She hurts herself to cope with the abuse she's been through, and suicide often lingers in her mind. But she had Jason, her boyfriend as well as Piper and Leo. They're her reasons for living. But turns out, Jason was never actually her boyfriend. It was all fake, and now Piper seems to be getting closer to him, all while Estella has obvious feelings for him. But wait? Why is her heart beating around Piper now? A messy love triangle where everyone is in love but too oblivious, with a lot of fluff and angst. Contains: (Tw) - Self harm - Depression - Rape - Abuse