I breathe heavily, as I reveal my true horror of what I done....of what I have done.If you are reading this please understand I had no choice, I had no wisdom in my mind, and that I had nobody left to cry on about.This is something I should not have done, for I know now how stupid I was for doing so.I must let you know now that I thought I was doing something good, that I thought I could handle this on my own... but I was wrong, for I did a crime that could never be undone.