Too Clingy

8. Somethings different

'I hate you jimin!!! You are so pathetic! Thinking you can have a chance with me! Jeon jungkook' jungkook said as he pushed me down
I helplessly cried on the floor
'Please don't.....' I cried
'You are so disgusting! So ugly and fat just looking at you i feel sick!!' He screamed
His words feel like a dagger to me
'I don't even know how you got in bts even the fans hate u! U are so useless and weak you don't deserve to be in bangtan...u are only here because everyone feels sorry for you!"
'Jungkook plsss don't say these things i-- I lov- youu i-'
'ENOUGH! What makes u think I will love you i am the golden maknae and you-" he bent to my eye level
Are-just-a-waste of space' posing between each word killing me slowly
'I HATE YOU JIMIN !'

'Jimin wake up' jiminah!!
Hobi said
Jimin woke up as hoseok shook him , he was covered in sweat and tears stained his cheeks.
Hobi hugged him tightly as jimin cried against his chest, shivering not from cold but from pain.
'Why hyung why am I never enough even after working to the bone everything is still the same" he sobbed.
Hobi closed his eyes and just hugged jimin tighter.
He really wanted to take the pain away from him . His brother didn't deserve any of this.
'You are enough jiminah u are more than enough' he whispered in jimins ears as he lightly lulled him to sleep .

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AUTHORS POV 

'ALL OF YOU GET YOUR ASSES DOWN HERE!! BREAKFAST IS GETTIMG COLD AND WE HAVE THE MV SHOOT IN AN HOUR!!!' Jin bellowed
'Oh hyung my ear!' Jungkook complained while coming down the stairs
'Namjoon get the cups' jin yelled as the others except jimin sat around the table
'I dont think that's a goo-' tae was interrupted by a loud clash as the cups all shattered on the floor
'- idea....I was going to say that's not a good idea ' tae said with a sigh
'The whole table yelled complaints at namjoon who hung his head with an embarrassed smile on his face,suddenly he looked up as jimin entered the dinning room,his slightly puffy eyes and pink nose didn't go unnoticed by the leader.
'Hey jiminah' he said in hopes to distract the others and also to see how jimin was doing.
'Hey guyss!!! I can see this is a very good morning!" Jimin said with a laugh as he looked at the broken glass on the floor and a guilty looking Namjoon ,immediately understanding the scene
Everyone laughed lightly as jimin made his was to his seat,
Jungkook was slightly surprised as he saw jimin sit next to hobi hyung instead of sitting next to him like he always does.
But he didn't think much into it, he was a little confused as he noticed how jimin talked to namjoon , hoseok and basically everyone else while  they all started breakfast completely ignoring him.
Stop thinking stupid things jeon! He can't  avoid you..he isn't and even if he is its good..its what you wanted anyway he thought.
'So what's today's plan' jimin asked
'We have the MV shoot ,the icecream commercial shoot and a meeting with bang pd" namjoon said
Everyone continued to eat except jimin who was just doodling the food on his plate but only jungkook seemed to notice
Jungkook did care for jimin and about his health, seeing him barely eat didn't sit well with the maknae,
He was about to ask him to eat but then thought against it....he didn't want to hear the 'aww kookie is worried about me how sweet ' talk...their day was already hectic he didn't want to get into a bad mood at the start of the day
' Better leave it...he is not a baby he can eat if he wants' he thought

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Though out the day jimin was distant from jungkook..he chose to take the car with namjin and stayed away from him while they all did the makeup and at the time of the camera test. And jungkook couldnt help but notice how there was something different about his smallest hyung. But he couldn't quite put his finger on what was actually wrong, was it the look of utter dejection on jimin's face..or how his beautiful eyes looked sad and teary. Or how he just smiled at the camera looking lost and smaller than usual. He found himself constantly looking at jimin to see if he was ok...and his heart ached Slightly as he saw how jimin didn't goof around with the other members as much as he used to or talk as much as he used to...
Why is hyung so upset..I have never seen him like this...