I fear that freshman year
Will end
And with it my friendshipsI fear that
I will not be
Wanted or needed
This summerI fear I will have no
Identity
No adventures
Without my
PalsAnd I will miss them
I fear I will come back
And my friends who are not
Coming back
Will cease to be my friendsI have felt
Loved
Wanted
And like
An adventurer
This semesterI have felt
Endlessly
Infinite
Exhausted
And excited to be alive
This semesterAnd I am
Not prepared
For it to endI am scared
That those who will
Not return
Will cease
To exist in my life
I am so scared of that
I will miss them
Much too muchBut even though I am sad
And scared
I am grateful
For the moments I've had
For the adventures I've gone on
For the goofy moments
For the roller skating blisters
And the hands I've held
For the unfair fights
Where I end up
On a couch
And the times I hung out a window
screaming and singing
During a car rideEven if it has to end
I still am grateful
For the good
My heart is so full
That it feels
It may burst
With fear, hurt, and hope
But at least it is full
And I am endlessly
Grateful(04/27/21)
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Poetry***PSA- PLEASE TAKE TIME TO READ MY MOST RECENT ADDITIONS TO THIS POETRY SAGA. I've been writing in this poetry journal since 2016 and they do get progressively better and more insightful.*** thank you carry on: These poems contain snippets of my...