MY HIDDEN LOVE🧚🏻‍♀️✨✔️

Chapter 1🧚🏻‍♀️✨

Chapter is not edited makkaleyy
Mannichufy my flaws❤️

In Srilanka

Siv pov:

I sat there looking at the window for my mama, he is coming to drop my siblings home today evening, he is going to stay here tomorrow, it has been months I saw him back, I saw him via video calls while I speak with my siblings even that's not my heart wants I can't do anything that the restrictions here are unbreakable, I has always loved him , from my childhood till now but I realised I love him 2 & half years back, actually when he entered his college, when our meetings became rare, I felt possessive when I saw him, I always wanted him as mine, I don't know if this is a infatuation or crush, but I love him for what he is , I respect him much, I can never hate or hurt him in person, he is my guide all along the dark nights , he is my best supporter.

But he has not even shown a bit of interest for me , he supports and guides me while studying but in others he never have taken a good look on me, he treats me like I never exist , all these were not back when we are kids, when we were kids , the whole day I used to be around my mama, I remember playing with him, I slept hugging him, he will get me lot's of candy, He will never let me go he will always hold my hands tightly so noone will take me away from him. I have seen our pictures in albums those beautiful moments, the way he tries to lift me, they way I slept on his lap, his first kiss on my forehead when I was born. I love seeing all these things again and again, I set that 1st forehead kiss of him for me as my wallpaper when I realised my love for him, Everyone knows this in my home expect my mama, in my home they didn't care much of this, they only saw me as kid!! No-one literally no one in the world knows my love for him expect one , sweetie knows about it.

Just her thoughts she sends me a ping, what did I do to deserve her?? My only friend, not for years just a week ago, I was thinking about my love , so I just texted her I said her about mine and asked her about her love. For my surprise she has a crush but that isn't now hers, she said something that made me think that she is not a school competed kid but more than that

Chat

Siv: So you don't have any interest in love & not even in marriage? Do you think you can live independently without having a love of your life?

Sweetie: Illa da... I'm someone who has so much of fairy tales and in reality no such fairy tales happens
And if I don't get what I want I will get disappointed So I don't wanna love someone who knows nothing about me. I just want me alone. Just with universe and god.

Siv: nalla pesura... Vera level maturity

Sweetie: haha!! not that much❤️.

Her maturity is something beyond words, beyond her words I think she has a bad past, not letting her mood spoil, I said about my love, I thought she will tell me love is useless and you are a school kid, but she was different she respected my feelings, that's what I love in her!!

I heard some noise down, so my mama came, I ran down through stairs, I saw my mama and others sitting in the couch

Rak: thangameee

Siv: Aneeeey!!

I hugged him tightly, I saw my mama speaking with my mom and dad, he didn't see me, My heart ached I wanted him badly but he has no attention for me. I sat in the couch next to my mama!! How cute he is, I felt his hands on lap, I jerked, he looked at me one pakka glance his eyes locked with mine.

Sam: How are you siv

Siv: I'm good mama, I said looking at him

Sam: how is your studies

Siv: Mmmm... Fine mama he straighted his head

All went to do their work, my mama was given his room, he comes here on weekends or on holidays so he is owns a room. I was in my room in a dilema to ask my question or not, I wanted to know that, so I went to his room, I pushed the door a little and I saw him sleeping, I went near to him and sat next to him. I placed my hands on his hair and caressed it.

Siv: Mama I love you... I said in a low tone that even I couldn't hear

I got up from the bed and was about to get out of the room, I heard his voice, I turned back to him.

Sam: Siv....

Siv: Mama!!

Sam: what happened you want something, why were you here.

Siv: I just... Came... Mama!!

Sam: Say me his voice little harder, no it didn't hurt me it was usual

Siv: I came to speak with you!!

Sam: Mm say me siv, come here, you can wake me naa, his voice softened

Siv: illa mama nee tierd aah iruka athan nee rest edu... Nan aprm varen

Sam: pch.... Come here and say

Siv: Mama, nee eppdi iruka

Sam: itha keka vantha mari illayee... Enna nu sollu?

Siv: Mama nee yarachum love pandraya? he stared at me

Sam: unnaku en intha theva illatha question, po poi padi...

Siv: pch.... Mama pleeachhh sollen, I asked him with baby pout

Sam: Mm ama I was shocked, he is in love with a girl??

Siv: mmm...

Sam: three years aah.... Seri why you asked me, nee yarachum love pandraya

Siv: chumma keten... Illa yarum illa, I said controlling all my tears falling

Sam: Seri poi padi...

I came out of the room, ran to my room closed the door and just jumped on bed and laid hugging my pillow, I couldn't stop my tears, I cried out till I couldn't feel my pillow wet, I got up saw it was 8.00 pm

It's dinner time I don't wanna go down, I can't face him, I love him but he is in love with another girl, I felt bad to go out.

Nithya: eyyy!!! Akka come out how much time you will be alone, you okayy!!

I cleared my voice talked without stammering

Siv: haan!! Coming thoongiten, A pure lie without stammering

I washed my face and went down, I heard all laughing, I sat there opposite to my mama everytime he comes I sit next to him this time I don't want to sit there, mom served me I ate a little, even my favourite food didn't make me happy. I saw all laughing carefree, I saw my mama with full of smiles, now I felt distanced having him near me made me feel like he was miles away from me.

Sam: eyy!! Eat he said.

Siv:mm... I had my tears in my eyes

I saw my mom and said

Siv: maa!! Lightaah thalavaliki I will go and sleep.

Mom: cherii da... Po poi thoongu

I came to my room without having glance at him and fell down on my bed. I know my tears falling I didn't stop them, this tears are my love... I felt broken...💔

Chapter 1 is done makkaleyy🧚🏻‍♀️✨
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