No one's pov:
Dazai:..... Atsushi-kun you've been acting weird lately
Atsushi:huh? What do you mean?!
Dazai raised his hands, atsushi suddenly flinched, probably because of a trauma, but instead of dazai hitting him he embraced him in a hug
Dazai:atsu did I do something wrong? Please tell me so I can fix it
Atsushi:'should I tell him, but if I do he's gonna know that I eavesdrop on him'.... No you didn't
Dazai:then why*low tone*
Atsushi: I'm sorry dazai, but I just can't tell you!
Dazai: atsushi don't you trust me? Like I trust you
Atsushi:.............
They stayed quiet for a long uncomfortable time, then dazai broke the silence
Dazai:I see..... Alright you can sleep on the bed I'm going to sleep on the couch tonight!
Atsushi:but dazai-san you can't it's your home not mine, I'm just a guest here
Dazai:your not just any guest atsushi your my omega, besides this is your house also not mine!
Atsushi:...... Alright
Atsushi sleeped on the bed, but he couldn't without dazai, he was even surprised dazai would treat him nicely but he remembered that it's just his job after all since he is his omega, it's not like dazai will ever love someone who's ugly like him, he got up from bed walking to the kitchen to drink some water since he felt thirsty, on his way he noticed dazai without a blanket, so he covered him up in one, he just can't stop loving him no matter what, but dazai broke his heart
Atsushi: silly dazai*giggle* you know I would still love you even if you hurt me and my feelings, I still can't tell you that I eavesdropped you while you were talking with mori-sensei, I heard it all and I wish I never did *cry*
He started crying and ran to the bathroom and locked the door and let it all out
He was crying but dazai heard it all, his heart broke after hearing atsushi crying he did know that atsushi heard him but he wanted him to open up first, he didn't think it would lead to this, he was faking sleep so he can see what would atsushi do, now he have to make up for all of it
Dazai: atsushi I'm sorry*whisper*
What didn't dazai know that atsushi planned and decided to leave, he felt tired, he just didn't wanna think anymore, so he hoped out of the window and runned away not looking at his surroundings, then he felt a pain in his head, he felt unconscious
Tbc
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the one under the moonlight
Fanfictionwhat if nakajima atsushi met dazai before the orphanage kicked him out, btw they are 18/19years old yes dazai didn't escape the port mafia in this book, also atsushi is an omega here while dazai is an alpha, and thank you whomever reading this bad b...
