My princess

10

We got home and he came to my side to carry me into the house, so he remembered my feet were hurting. He carried me all the way to our room as he placed me on the bed carefully and removed my heels

But stayed crouched down in front of me " I'm stressed " he said as he looked up at me with watery eyes. I was worried about what was going on that had him like this

Y/n- whats wrong minho
He sat down on the floor with his head down so I did too holding onto his hands. I lifted his head up as he was crying. The man who was cold and tough even cried and it was okay

Minho- I don't want to loose you y/n
Y/n- and you won't but tell me what's going on
Minho- there's been a lot of threats and so just for you're safety you can't be seen with me.
Y/n- and why are you so sad?
Minho- I won't have you by my side that's all I ever wanted I won't be able to hug you or smell your scent or even kiss you I'm pushing you away
Y/n- so we won't see each other ever again?
Minho- no we will but not as often I've prepared an apartment for you and everything you'll need my visits will be unknown but I need to make sure it's clear

I thought the more days I could spend with him the more I would want to be by his side but now hearing this it's like I'll have to start all over again. I cried too because I knew it wasn't his fault and he was being smart about pushing me away to safety

Y/n- let's be together for the remaining time but don't be sad
Minho- okay

I cupped his face and wiped the tears off knowing this might be the last time I do this. I gave him a small kiss on his lips but I could feel how sad he was

It was late maybe 3 am right now, we both changed into something more comfortable. And headed to bed he hugged me tighter than ever as he planted kisses on my neck

Minho- I'm sorry y/n
Y/n- stop apologizing Minho everything will be okay

Morning
We had woken up early for some reason but left the house and headed to the place I would be staying at.

He couldn't even face me which seemed weird but I didn't think much of it, it was pretty far from Minho's house

When we got there it was a luxury apartment it was furnished and had food and everything. " this card I'll transfer you money every week " I took the card but this felt so wrong

I didn't know what to say because I've never been in a situation like this, " I'll reassure everything so we can go back to living normally together" I nodded but suddenly felt dizzy

Minho- are you okay?
Y/n- yes you should go now their waiting for you

He agreed and hugged me one last time " I love you" my heart shattered but healed at the same time. I didn't want to cry so I stayed strong

Y/n- i love you too

We kissed passionately until he backed up but I held onto his hand, there were so many things I wanted to tell him but I knew at times like this it wasn't right

He opened the door and gave me a soft smile but I couldn't look I closed my eyes and heard the door shut, he left

I fell and broke down I hated him for leaving why?

The dizziness came back so I went to lay on the couch I waited a bit later and explored the apartment. Checking every room and then finally the master bedroom

The closet was full of clothes, shoes, purses and jewelry. On the bed there was a box and inside a camera

As I took it out maybe he recorded something? I clicked play and there a video of him started playing

Minho- princess... I'll come back to you as soon as I can, it's pretty rough but I'll get things fixed. I don't know how long we'll be apart from each other or when I'll be able to even visit you, I'm keeping a promise of loving you and you only I won't love no one else and I hope it goes the same for you. Stay strong I know it's not easy and I hate that I have to be away from you not being able to feel you. I'm so sorry I hate myself and you probably hate me too but I love you so much and will continue too, don't stop loving me.

The video ended I was crying so bad that's u had fallen asleep 

Minho- I'll always love you and you only