The Rawals Brides- from my nothing to my everything

The Insult [part 1]

Drishti's Pov:-

I woke up and saw his arms wrapped around my waist securely, I smile sadly only if he would do this things with his own will when he his sober. I removed his arms from my waist and went towards washroom. Coming out I saw him sitting on the bed reading newspaper, it is delivered by our staff every morning because he is addicted to it.

"Get ready Karthik ji you have a meeting today", I said only to get a rude answer from him "don't order me around do you think I will do work according to you huh, stay in your limits don't try to be-".

Before he could complete the sentence I said, "yeah yeah I know don't try to be your wife for God sake Karthik ji we have been married for almost 3 years now accept it I am your wife, mother of your children and you better hal..." My words stuck in my throat when I saw him walking towards me furiously.

I gulped and kept my comb on the table and tried to escape from him as I started walking towards door when he held my wrists and pulled me towards him making me bump in his hard chest. My heart was beating so fast which he can hear and that made him smirk.

He leaned closer and his lips touched my ears, "tzsh your heart is beating so fast drishti" saying this he bite my ear lobe hard making me hiss as my hands automatically gripped his shoulders. He didn't stop there as his hands started traveling on my body and his kisses on my neck weren't helping at all. But I composed myself somehow and pushed him away.

"Don't touch me with those hands until you love me", I said when he just chuckled dryly. "Oh really if I hadn't touch you then, did kirti was dropped by God huh" sarcasm dropped from his mouth which I didn't like at all. I still remember what he said after the first time we did it.

He yelled at me and told I seduced him where we both were at fault as we both were drunk on his birthday. He drank purposely and I had it accidentally because of Kunal. And it lead us to do it which he didn't take seriously and said it's just a one night. But his sperms were too strong after two weeks I found out I was pregnant.

I wasn't going to tell anyone but he found out the test in dustbin and confronted me. He didn't accept it at first after few weeks he accepted it and eventually helped me a lot during pregnancy but after then he just cares for kirti not me.

He tried to approach me many times to do it but I denied him everytime he end up taking cold showers. That night I maybe drunk but not other nights. I can't let a man touch me just for lust even if he is my husband.

He sometimes get frustrated I even thought he might be cheating on me to remove his sexual frustration when he came home late all messed up few times which made me cry but once seeing my too much broken self he confessed that he would never cheat even though he despises me.

He is man of his words and he is royal, royals don't cheat.  Well he solves his problem by himself. I was so in thought about flashback when I felt him wrapping his arms around me and he again started kissing my neck. I don't want to but i had to i again pushed him.

This time he got angry and glared me, "love me and have me or else don't come near me, Karthik my dignity is important to me". I said for which he yelled, "how many times drishti, how many times are you gonna insult your own husband by rejecting him for touching his own damn wife".

"I can't understand you one moment you say I am your wife and other moment you say you don't see me as your wife,  when you want me I become your wife and when I reject you, you get angry and remove your frustrations on me in words."

He was quiet maybe absorbing my outburst on him it's been months I yelled at him and he is stunned because it's first time I said something which I should have said months ago.
I sighed and wiped my tears which was caressing my cheeks.