Azanas pov
"Wake your ass up before you're late!!"
Huh uh??
Shoot!!
I shot up out of bed and half awake waddled to the bathroom and walked directly into the shower I turned the knobs and jets of cold water came flying at me
Fuckkkkkk
This is soo not my morning...
I finally got myself together and did things right I picked out my outfit for the day while chanting "This is your day, this is your new life, this is what you've always wanted..."
I walked into the kitchen of my tiny two bedroom apartment and met my roommate making breakfast
Gosh I love her
"Buongiorno belleza"
(Good morning Beautiful)"I made breakfast"
Me:"This is why I absolutely adore you"
Giorgina:"I know,I love you too now eat up and hurry so you can leave...
You look amazing by the way!!""Thank you so much Cara mia"
I have got to go like nowwI quickly eat my breakfast,thank giorgina and walk out to my old Kia..
It was a gift from my father for my 18th birthday
Speaking of parents I have to call my dad...
Dad:"zaza wam"
Azana:Dad!! We laugh
Dad:you are my little zaza and will always be!
Azana: *laughs* how are you dad?
I miss you so muchhhDad:well I've missed you so much as well
Since you moved to that fancy country of yours,you don't call your old man anymoreAzana:But I call you whenever I can
Okay I'll try to call you whenever possible okayDad:I know that you are doing your best princess and I'm so proud of you
Azana: *Sniffles* thank you so much...
Dad:so have you spoken to her?
Azana:Who?
Dad:your mother
Azana:no and I don't have to!!
Dad:But Zaza she is your mother
Azana:That woman isn't worthy of being called a mother so please do not!!
I'll call you later Dad I love youDad:I love you too
I'm sorry for upsetting youAzana:no no it's okay byee
Dad:bye
Hangs up
My relationship with my mother is one that I don't know how to explain
She absolutely hates me and to be honest the feeling is mutual...All my life she had fatshamed me and told me that I wouldn't ever amount to anything that caused me to be very isolated and closed off
Not to mention the times I had gotten sexually assaulted and told her and she told me that it was my fault
That no man would ever willingly touch meI quickly wiped my tears
"Come on zana you are grown now she doesn't have a hold over you and your life anymore"With that I drove off....
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