Well.
A little pleasant surprise.
You walked me to my car,
it wasn't far,
but you didn't leave.
Thought you had to get home
to your girlfriend,
know you need the sleep,
I mean,
we all do at this job.
And she doesn't like you talking to girls
even though all I want
is a friend in this world,
somebody to trust in these cutthroat dark nights,
after all of these months
without a nice guy.
I can't tell what the feeling is.
There's no name for something like this.
I stopped having names for these things back in March.
No point cause I'll never know
what it is.
And that's fine.
Just let me feel the warm sun on my skin.
As our eyes meet over
the roof of my red car.
The parking lot is empty
so my secrets stay with him,
and he stays to listen to them
longer than I ever thought.
It's blue eyes again,
not my type,
but so kind.
The last pair of blue eyes
met a sad and blue end.
No secret why it's now brown eyes
that sometimes shares my bed.
But they're not kind eyes.
Still a cutthroat night.
And I'm tired of waiting for them
to protect me from it.
But these blue eyes,
October sun,
he listens and tells me
that Brown Eyes's not the one.
This younger man,
this simple smile.
So sweet,
so calm,
so present.
He's here.
He's never been here before.
He's never stayed.
He's never followed.
I don't know what it means.
I just know it means a lot to me.
YOU ARE READING
The Tempest Collection
PoetryIt's icy and suddenly it's my job to clean it up. Good thing I sort of know what I'm doing now.