Hide And Seek

Lucas

After Yesterday When I Told Mason's Mother About The Devil And Demons
I Couldn't Remember What Happened After Just That Andy Came And Took
Me Home After A Few Hours Later
But I Can Tell She Was Shocked
And Had This Empathy Look I Seen Before I Was So Edgey Today I Felt Like Something What About To Happen And I Didn't Or Ever Liked That Feeling .

"Marcus"I Heard Someone Yell
A Bit Shaking My Shoulder Getting
Me Out Of My Thoughts"Yeah?"I
Said Taking My Boxing Gloves Off Looking At My Boxing Coach He
Was Elizabeth's Cousin"I Said Don't
Break The Sand Bag Again"He Said
I Laughed And Understood

I Sat Down Feeling A Bit Better
Drinking Some Water Feeling The
Sweat Around Me"You Still Need
Money ?"Diego Asked"Why ?"I Said"There's A Ungrounded Teen Boxing Match In Downtown They Paying A Few Grand For The Winner
"Diego Said Every Now And Then He Would Ask Since Most People Said I Was Good.

I Couldn't Even Enter That Even If
I Wanted Too I Couldn't Look At
The Sight Of Blood Without Freaking Out And I Didn't Plan On Seeing That Anytime Soon"Probably Not I Got Some Money Saved"I Said And He Told Me
To Come Find Him If I Changed My Mind"Oh And,If You Ever Wanna
Have Fun And Get High You Know
We're To Find Me"Diego Said I Waved
To Him Getting My Bag And Walked Out Unwrapping The White Bandages Around My Hands Seeing My Knuckles We're A Little Red

I Loved Boxing I Just Avoided Looking At My Hands When They Got Red I Avoid Anything That Is Red .

Ian Took Me Home And I Took
A Shower While Him And Elizabeth Were Talking In The Kitchen I Dried My Hair Getting Freshly Into New Clothes Putting My Shoes On"I'm Meeting Up With The Guys To Go Out
"I Said To Them Elizabeth Told Me To
Get A Sweater Since It Might
Get Cold Later

"Bye Guys Shawn Is Here"I Happily Walked On Heading To The Gate Seeing Shawn And Andrew Looking Worried"What's Wrong ?"I Asked
And They Looked At Me I Did Like
The Way They Were Looking At Me
"You Need To See This"Andrew Gave Me His Phone And I Saw A Video Of Darius Kissing Someone Doing Shots From A Few Weeks Ago And Then His Ex Last Night At A Party .

"Someone Sent That To Me Darius Threatened People To Not Tell You Anything"My Heart Was Getting Tight I Really Hoped He Kepted His Word He Lied To Me Again"Thank You For Telling Me"I Didn't Think About It The Rest Of The Day And Just Hung Out With Them And Smoked

"Want A Puff?"I Asked Both Of Them Shawn Took A Small Puff In Blowing The Smoke Out"Nah I'm Good I'm Not Really Much Of A Smoker"Andrew Said
"Fuck That Soccer Had Me Stressed
Out"Shawn Said Taking One More
Smoke Handing It Back .

"Darius Is Coming This Way"Andrew Said I Told Him It Was Okay To Let Me
Talk To Him They Went To Get Some Drinks At The Stan Right Outside The Mall We Were Sitting At"Baby I Need To Talk To You"Darius Said And Sat Down

"I Know"I Said And He Tried To
Hold My Hand I Pulled My Hand Back"Darius..We Need A Break"I
Can Tell He Was Trying To See If I
Was Joking And I Wasn't"A What ?"
He Said Giving Me That Look .

"I Think We Need Space Between Each Other Until You Figure Out What It Is You Want In Our Relationship"I Said And Was About To Stand Up And Walk
Away Into He Held My Hand"I Want You I'm Sorry I Was Wasted It Didn't Mean Anything"He Pleased