Iminathi
I really enjoyed last night no nkosenye
[With Nkosenye]
Yes I found his name out yesterday
He is so sweet and he wouldn't let me pay for anything typical traditional Zulu men
With the whole "umkhulu angavuka emathuneni engibona ngikhokhelwa umfazi.. ngiyindoda phela mina
I provide and take care of mine"
[My grand father would roll in his grave seeing a woman pay for me
I'm a grown man.. ]
I find him refreshing to be around
He listens to me and seems to enjoy hearing me speak and that man is hot as hell too I found myself losing focus and just staring at him
Uyababa Unkosenye I don't wanna lie
[He's hot as hell]
Who ever snatches that man up is a lucky mfker let me act like I wouldn't snap my neck and die the minute I find out he has a partner
Phela he can't treat me this good and then have a partner
He gives me Princess Queen treatment
Then I better be his mother fucking Princess Queen!!
Ningalenzi iphutha
[Because
Make no mistake]
Lol I'm incredibly delusional i know damn well this man wouldn't even look in my direction
But a girl can only dream
Nkosenye
"This is taking too long why can't we just kidnap her
Force her to marry us then explain later?"Damien asked
"No you fucking psycho we can't scare her away" I grumbled
Anyone that walks past would think I'm crazy speaking to myself
I'm not crazy I have bpd
Basically I have another person which is Damien he is his own person and does things differently too..
He's been around for as long as I can remember
He's a little rough around the edges and quite impatient and that's how we got here
He's in love with iminathi too
The issue is that i can't allow him around her right now as he does things out of impulse
Damien
We stared at a picture of Imi
Pretty girl
She's ours that for sure
This fucker is a wimp that's taking too long to get her
Well it's not like she can see other men or whatever I'd simply get rid of them
She's so fucking perfect
With that body and her pure soul..
She hates her body and doesn't think I notice but I notice the small things
When she puts her hands over her stomach because she feels insecure
When she hunches over because she feels too tall
When she eats in little bits because she thinks she's fat..
I notice all of those things and I'll make it my mission to change the way that she feels about herself
I swear to it
I want to give her the world
I'd burn everyone and everything for her
I'd bring her the moon if she asked for it
I'm not too sure how I'd get it but for her I'd get it done
I hate everything and everyone but her
красивая
[Beautiful]
She'll know about me eventually but for now I can show her my love for her in other ways
I don't really like this chapter but ke I wanted to make an update for yall
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