𝟒. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐲

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1:45 pm, Friday, August 30th.

I screamed so loud that I thought someone was holding a knife to my throat, and then I saw a frightened Felix, he looked like he was scared himself, and he looked at me with widened eyes

He held his chest as I gave him a heart attack, " you can't just appear in my room and expect me to be chill " I said to him, it was a reasonable thing to say

Would anyone not scream at a ghost standing in their room, " I'm sorry you've avoided me for a while and I thought I could just show up " he says with a shrug and a very confused face

" cute room," he says looking around with a smirk, those stupid dimples. " thanks, " I say with furrowed brows. "The Polaroids on the walls bring on the color and theme you're going with, " he says with his hands, what does that even mean

" what theme am I going with exactly, " I say standing with my arms folded over my overalls, " like the yellowish and orange color. It's very unique, " he says trying to find a word but that's the one he chose. Unique is what he chose, wow. " do you like yellow, it reminds me of sunflowers. Sunflowers are pretty, but not as pretty as daisies I love them " he says smiling at me,

" I hate sunflowers, " I say, his smile slowly falls and he squints his eyes and tilts his head slightly. " fairness, I wouldn't say they look good everywhere, " he says with a shrug

I hesitantly shake my head slowly, okay. " so what are we doing? First Jade Penelope Evans " he says with a smile

Why is she always smiling, there's nothing to smile about when you're dead. " what do you mean? Also, don't call me by my full name " I say sitting in my chair where he sits on my bed kicking his feet like a little kid

" Like who do we talk to first, " he says, he's right. And he's lucky I made a list for this, " I was thinking we could talk to your brother first, I mean seems to care about you more, and like he hasn't forgotten you. " I said, maybe that wasn't the right words because I said that he stopped kicking his legs, and he stared at me

And I stared at him back, "We should talk to him first, what about the second person " he said kicking his feet again

" friends or past relationships, actually scratch relationships, where you dating or talking to someone before you died, " I said, "Yeah, so maybe don't scratch that we could use some good relationship memories, maybe I even told them some secrets, " he says shrugging his shoulders

" but I also don't want a preview of your sex life, " I said looking disgusted, just thinking about it is very weird. " are we jealous Penelope " he said with a sly smirk

He looks like he's about to laugh, why? " nope I'm in a very happy relationship I would not need jealousy of a dead person's sex life " I say before Felix adds on " I can't even have sex anymore sadly " he said with what looks like sadness

I don't even know what's happening at this moment anymore, " do you stalk your brother or anything cause we could use a date to know when to talk to him "  I said, it sounds stupid but it's true. People in this world are always busy, who knows how his life dynamic is now?

"Yeah he's free on Fridays to Sundays, " he says looking around my room and eyeing my Polaroids

I grab my notebook that I never use and write now what he said in it, ' free on Fridays to Sundays ' I slowly copy his words

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐅𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝟏𝟖+Where stories live. Discover now