The New Me

Chapter 46

Flashback

I did not want to go to school this morning, I haven't even left my bedroom since Friday.

I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in" I sigh

"Hey" Kayla opens the door "we are going to be late"

"I don't want to go" I say sadly not wanting to see Josh

"Just act like its no big deal and the whole thing will blow over" she tries to convince me but I can see she doesn't even believe that

I quickly put on my sweatpants and sweatshirt and throw my hair into a pony tail .

I haven't seen Caleb at all this weekend or this morning.

"I wish we could skip school just this once" i sigh as I walk up the school steps

"Everything is going to be okay" she gives me a sympathy smile

She was right it was just a normal day of school and so far nothing has happened but I notice Josh is avoiding me.

Me and Kayla sit together at lunch, ally sits with Tiffany now. I see her make her way over to us.

"This can't be good" Kayla mumbles

"Hey you guys have fun at the dance?" Ally smirks

"Yeah we did" Kayla answers for me

"So are you and josh together now?" Ally asks me

"N-no" I shake my head

"Yeah because he turned you down huh?" Ally laughs

"No he didn't" I lie

"O really? Hold on" ally gets her phone out and starts pressing buttons "here" she puts the phone in front of my face, it's me confessing my love to Josh and him telling me he doesn't like me like that

"You video us?" I say on the verge of tears

"You really thought he would like someone like you? grow up" she spats and then smiles pressing some more buttons on her phone

I hear Kayla's phone go off and almost every single person in the lunch room also.

Kayla covers her mouth.

"What?" I panic

She shows me that ally sent her the video and then I notice every one is watching it on their phone.

I hear people laughing and pointing at me.

"Why would you do that" I practically scream at ally

"Because your a loser and you need to know that he will never like you and you will never be popular" she screams

Everyone laughing now which makes me start crying.

I look over at Josh who won't look at me I can tell he's embarrassed.

I get up and walk over to him.

"Josh" I hiccup

He looks at me and then looks away.

I can't take it anymore I run out of the gym and practically run home.

I notice my moms car is in the driveway.

"Mom" I shout as I run in

"What is it" she says worried

I run up and hug her.

"I don't want to go back to school please don't make me I don't want to be here anymore I want to live somewhere else" I sob

"Okay" she pats my back