everlasting feelings

seventy-nine

i am bruised in all parts of my body
i have scars that will never heal
i am scared of leaving my house everyday
scared that the man of my nightmares
will appear once again
to finish what he had started
i dont dare look at my father when i come home
i keep my door locked every night so he cant enter
so i don't feel pain the next day
i get teased and tanted by former classmates
because of my apperance
my mother shot herself when i was eleven
my sister doesn't even know i exist
my dad shot our dog when i was three
my head was shaved as a form of punishment

don't you dare say i have a better life