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Carra😼
Today was the day I told my momma what me and ken did I already told nari cause it happened to her the same way
"Momma" I said pulling my hair up to a ponytail "yea carra come in" she said "what age did you loose your virginity" I asked "well I lost it at the age You is now actually" she said "aw well if I tell you this promise you not gone get mad or tell daddy" I said begging her "ok i promise but carra what are you trying to say" she said as her eyes watered up "yes momma I lost it" I said as I whipped her tears "oh my god to who baby ? & did you use protection" she as she pulled me into a hug "ken & no ma'am that's what I'm scared about" I said "KEN , I mean ken , why him , and you not going to school tomorrow okay you getting put on birth control" she said as she walked around "momma I like him very much & what do that do to you" Said even tho I already knew "get you fat & prevent you from having kids" she said "well ok" I said as I walked out
That really went well I'm still afraid she's gonna tell my daddy cause yea I kno my daddy got somebody to kill ben & yb had to get forced to let someone rap me which really isn't pay back but yea I got in the shower and walked down stairs to leave a mad daddy sitting "pops what's wrong with you" I said as I sat down at the table "you got something to say" he said raising his voice I hurry up and looked at my momma she shook her head saying she didn't say nun "why you look at her for" he said "what are you talking about" I said getting smart "YB SON TOOK YO SHIT" he said slamming the table "WHAT HE DIDNT TAKE NUN OF MY BELONGINGS" I said "YO VIRGINITY I HEARD YOU AND YO MOMMA TALKING YEA LIL GIRL I GOT SOME FOR YOU" he said as he got up walking towards me "what is you finna do to her" my momma said stopping him he pushed her out the way I got up out my seat and he came and slapped me my eyes watered up and I juss had a pause then I picked up the glass cup of the table and threw it to his head , he feel back and hit his head on the table I ran to my room and started to pack cause I wasn't finna stay at this house once I was done I heard nari say "DADDY STOP" then my momma "YOU IS OUT OF FUCKING CONTROL"
He busted in my room with a bloody head and he smacked me again I started screaming and all my anger came out I was juss swinging I did hit him in his eye a couple times then he caught my hands "LIL GIRL YOU BETTA STOP PLAYING WITH ME CAUSE IM NOT SCARED TO KILL YOU" he said letting me go and walk out "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU" my said as he threw something at him as they walked to they room nari juss sat there looking at me I walked in the bathroom and grabbed some hygiene stuff and I looked in the mirror and seen my face bruised I walked out and I seen nari still looking "WHAT , WHAT DO YOU WANT YOU DIDNT EVEN HELP TF GET OUT" I said as I cried even harder "carra" she said "BITCH MOVEEEEEE" I said pushing her out my way I grabbed my keys and I went out side and pulled off my body was hurting so I juss drove and I was listening to medicine by queen
"HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I SO THE THINGS YOU DO PUT YOU ON DO NOT DISTURB AND ENTERTAIN THESE DUDES" the song played while I cried once I got to the gas station I get a text from ken
Ken 🤞🏽- wya ma ? I'm finna pull up
Me- not home I left and really don't wanna be bothered
Ken 🤞🏽- man why ? Call me dude right now !
Me- no I'm ok bye
Ken 🤞🏽- shhhhhhhhhh dude !
Me- *read at 11:30 p.m. *
I left the gas stations and I drove to embassy suites and got a room and somehow my location tracker was on but I turned it off before I got in the shower I ran hot bath water and I sat and I soaked myself in there my body felt so refreshed
I got out and dried my hair and braided it up and I got a knock on the door it was a hard knock I looked out the peep hole to see ken I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me and let him in he looked at me up and down I locked the door and started doing what I was doing before he sat on the bed for 10 minutes
"What happened" he asked
"Nun" I replied
"CARRA" he yelled
"what" I said
"WHAT HAPPENED" he said getting up
"He got the fighting cause he found out I let you fuck after I told my momma he was ear hustling and heard it then we fought goddamn" I said getting mad
"MAN HE PUT HIS HANDS ON YOU" he said
"YES GODDAMN YOU CANT DO SHIT ABOUT THAT HES MY FATHER AND DONT TRY TO" I said putting my panties out
"WHATEVER DUDE TF" he said walking to the bed
I put my bra on and I looked back to see ken looking at me licking his lips  I started putting everything else on ( sports bra , pink tank top , spanks ) "WHAT PROBLEM" I asked as I put my phone on the charger "nun ma" he said looking back into his phone playing with his hair "yk what you was looking at yeeeeen getting nun tonight" I said making both of us laughing
I layed down on my stomach I closed my eyes and ken rubbed his hand up my legs my body tingled and came up to my ass squeezing it very hard making my moan and smirk he rolled me over and started kissing me I fed into it and he started sucking on my neck I moaned and moaned my body soar to fuck so I pushed him off me "mane what's wrong with you" he said raising his brow "nun ken my body hurt" I said rolling back over "another nigga been fucking you" he said pushing me "boa chill out and no tf only nigga that fucked is YOU" I said making him smile and feeling hisself "naaah fr tho it's soar and ummmm ya girl gotta doctors appointment cause yeelll you did nut in me" I said rolling my eyes "shitttt , if it's a positive you gone keep it ?" He asked "no" I said "wtf mane , you fr" he asked "yesssssss dude ken I got better things to do other than have a child" I said getting up popping knuckles "ok what's so important" he asked "I HAVE A CLOTHING LINE + I HAVE SCHOOL YA GIRL STILL IN THE 9th" I said yelling at him he got up and choked me putting me to the wall "stop yelling at me yk i can't handle that shit" he said as he stuck his hand down my spanks I pulled that hoe right back up he smacked his lips and let me go he got back in the bed And we layed down I went to sleep juss like that .

> next morning <
As I sat in the office waiting for results my momma was talking to some cute ass man no offense but after 5 minutes he called me back there with the results he said it was 50% of chance of me getting pregnant I brightened up my smile I texted and told ken what happened and I was coo after that my momma wanted me to come back I told her no maybe In a week and I pulled of and left

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