52 | Nov 14
I planted seeds of hatred in my heart and water it as it grows taller
a vine of grudge creeping from my bones through my soul
I could never forget the times I was stabbed right in the heart
I could never forget the times I was always misuderstood
I was born empty, raised with cuffs and molded as a monster
none of this world I ever liked as I grew apart from everything
until you came and I didn't even ask for someone like you
who loved me at my worst, who looked at me differently
who held the huge burden I am, who joined me in my cage
who were you? you showed me the possibility of happiness
why do you still want me even if I burn you with my touch
why do you still love me even if I told you so I will only ruin you
and for once I was willing to take off the mask I've been wearing for years
a scintilla of hope you gave me, like the light you saw in me when no one else did
but as I was trying to rebuild the wall that surrounded me
it all fell as you left me, cause even you couldn't bare to have someone like me
just like what everybody says I don't deserve any good thing in this world
and as I thought I failed, I broke free and grew my wings all in a hard way
and you played a big role in changing me, nobody sees it but I do, I did change
and you weren't the lost hope but the final test for my growth
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Moonstruck
PoetryCopyright © November 2020 by Mystital probably my rant book written in flowery language, all raw from my soul. highest ranking: nov-dec #1 poetry collection out of 21.8k stories #1 poet out of 14.6k stories #1 poem collection out of 6.6k stories #1...
