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Tell me why, when I just got my blood taken at a doctors office, my first instinct was to squeak like a damn guinea pig as the needle entered my arm 
          Like, what kinda fight or flight reflex is that??
          
          I will never be able to go back there. I'm simply too embarassed.
          (and sleep deprived.)

Are u having Neobook account?

9:47 p.m.
          
          
          Warning: grammatical errors, nonsensical?
          
          
          
          Okay I actually don't have time for any announcements bc of School, physiotherapy and another important event....BUT! 
          I was looking for "Löschpapier" (blotting paper?), y'know? Those colorful papers that are in newly bought notebooks?
          
          Because I write important things on it during, mostly math, classes so I remember it.
          Yeah, so, I keep my old stuff (grade 1 - now) because it may be important and seeing how far you came is sometimes a good feelilg, albeit small. Anyways, I just searched for them in my old notebooks and 
          
          *WHABAM* 
          
          Found my old notebook where I wrote a story inside in 3rd Grade! It may not be the best, doesn't have great grammar but DAMN was I creative! It was, for some reason, about a unicorn called Layla and a self-insert of myself and the class...
          
          And I even used tenses that are learned in 5th -  6th grade! Like, wow. Why was I so gifted in writing back then? Where'd that gift go now??
          
          Maybe I'll translate it (from German - English) if anybody wants to read my cringy story from the past.... :)
          
          Ah....wish me luck on my Math classwork, which is tomorrow.... :'D
          
          
          Goodnight / or day 
          
          ~ Ayato
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

Not me accidentally peeling 2,5kg of potatoes in one sitting and now having major cramps in my wrist  I was only supposed to peel 6-7 potatoes.... well, no use crying over spilled milk ig

I'm a very distractable and unmotivated person, as some may know, and yesterday I made up my mind and thought
          
          "I can't fucking fail chemistry, let's actually put in effort"
          
          So I did and for the first time in my life I put on a relaxing 4h playlist for people with ADHD/ADD to study or work and oml. I never worked that hard and calming in my life for 3-4 hours straight.
          
          I NEVER FELT THIS MOTIVATED TO STUDY.
          I'll be doing the same for Music, AES (Everyday life, nutrition and social issues) and WBS (Business, career and study orientation) this week.
          
          Let's just hope I don't flop chemistry today despite my actual best efforts 

Happy new year to everyone! It's finally New year in Germany. Somehow, it's sad. This year has been everything but great...but I met many great people, read so many amazing stories and got so much positive feedback it's overwhelming. I'm literally sitting her crying while typing this. Thanks so much everyone <3 
          
          I hope everybodies year will be wonderful and joyous, no matter how it was this year. Do you already have 2023 solutions? Any things you want to achieve? I'd like to know them.
          
          Sincerely, happy New Year and thanks for everything ♡

Hey, Merry Christmas! I know that Christmas is normally on the 24th of december, but some also celebrate it on the 25th or even later (totally didn't forget to post this yesterday...)
          I hope to those that wished for something got it, whether it be clothes, electronic devices, spending time with family or something else!
          I hope that you had a great christmas, even if you weren't with someone or with friends, loved ones, pets.
          
          To those that don't celebrate christmas, I too hope that you had/have a wonderful day with friends, family, loved ones, pets or alone.
          

Guess who tested positive for Covid after 3 days of being sick?
          Me. 
          I never had covid ever since it started, but then I have something to do with religion and *Bam* Covid.
          
          My mom and I were literally talking about how we never had covid these last years and how everybody in our friend and family circle already had it.
          And she was like "Man, I'm feeling left out"
          And we just laughed it off or sth but then the next day I didn't only have a sore throat, no no no, I had fever, a headache, pain everywhere and started coughing.
          
          I did a covid test EVERYDAY starting from thursday and today just had to be it....How's that possible?? 
          
          My weak immune system isn't happy in the slightest :/
          
          Did ya'll have covid until now? If yes, then how severe was it? Because from family and friends I heard that they were either unavailable for the whole duration of the quarantine and some only had slight symptomes.
          
          So yeah..... I hope ya'll stay healthy or get healthy (if someone's sick) :)
          I won't mind talking with someone because,,, I've been locked into my room so I don't infect anyone else ^^"'
          
          
          Anyways, have a good day or night, depending where ya'll live,
          
          ~Ayato

Hey, check out my book called "Random". It's a book where I am able to interact with people or followers more and take recommendations! I posted a chapter dedicated to (normal) pictures of my cats!
          
          Here's some things I can post:
          
          
          - Q&A
          - Manhua, manga recommendations
          - Novel (?) recommendations
          - cat pictures
          - memes (genshin, anime, random, cats/animals)
          - "Get to know me better"
          - Drawing ideas
          - poems
          - inspirational quotes
          - story/writing ideas
          - things I can add to my new story (which is not yet published)
          
          
          If you have any other ideas, please do tell me through comments, DMs or Instagram (for more business type related things)
          
          Ya'll don't need to feel pressured to read it, I just wanted to announce it just in case someone would be interested in it!
          
          Thanks for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day or night,
          
          ~ Ayato

Hey ok so quick question. I'm currently re-writing and fixing three chapters for a story I might post soon and I wanted to ask,
          what pov is more desirable?
          
          1st POV (I/we)
          example: I looked into her eyes, and it felt as if I could see right into her soul.
          
          or
          
          3rd POV (He/she/it/they)
          example: He looked into her eyes, and it felt as if he could see right into her soul.
          
          or should I switch when it's fitting? Like backstories or more personal themes?
          Because I saw a lot of vids saying that 1st POV is trash and makes them quit reading immediately.... so yeah.
          
          This is very important (to me, at least) so I appreciate every comment (and story idea/things I could add)
          
          Have a wonderful day or night,
          
          -Ayato