Hey lovelies,
I know it's been a long time since I checked in and updated you guys and I apologise for that.
So I wanted to start by saying, I've deactivated my writer/reader Instagram indefinitely, I'm in a place where I struggle to be on that Instagram without feeling like a failure to myself (now this is not me crying out for pity or anything - this is just how I feel and it won't change unless I change it.)
I love seeing everyone's milestones and new stories and successes but it also reminds of how much I failed myself which is something I've been struggling with for a while.
I've also not written a word this year and I realised that I've lost that writer in me, if I was to try I wouldn't even know where to start. I know I said my plan was to finish Nobody's Damsel by the end of this year but we're already in September and sadly I don't see that happening.
I'm not sure what I plan to do at this point, it's undecided but I feel like I owe you guys AND MYSELF something. I may end up writing a post that sums up the rest of the story so you guys at least know how it ends and how we get to that ending. Again, it's undecided but I really do apologise for how this ended up. I really thought I could do it this time around but it is what it is.
And thank you to everyone who stuck by me and Nobody's Damsel for so long, you guys are the real MVPs and I'll always appreciate this gift that you guys gave me ❤