Aubrey

Im curious; what do you guys' think the Renegades' abilities are? Why?
          
          (how accurate are you? >:)

a month's worth of writing in one of stories was just deleted from existence forever and I've got to start completely over. I wanna throw something. Hard. T^T
          
          anyway, how're you all doing? Writing/ reading lives any better? :,)

guys im scared to write. like, i think about it, and i start stressin out T^T
          I've got so many stories---some on my other acc---that all need to be written in, and also my og stories, but its all stressful, and idk how to get past that. 
          
          
          what am i supposed to do??? T^T

not me spending a half hour trying to figure what word was on the tip of my mind (vendor T^T) only to finally remember it, go back to writing, and decide to rewrite the sentence so i dont even use it anyway :/

my next chapter, which I've been working on ALL DAY (T^T) has sent me down a spiral of confusion. It's a good chapter, but I'm so lost on what Im able to put in my story and what I can't now because of plots and all this stuff you guys don't need to worry about :P but uh... it *is* affecting how soon I'll publish, so until I work this out, it might be longer than I thought :,)
          
          just an fyi ... :)

So... I was writing the next chapter for "Renegades" for you guys, and it was good. I was REALLY happy with it. I'd spent days writing it. 
          
          But guess which idiot switched tabs before the writing had been saved, and accidentally deleted two hours worth of writing? 
          
          Me. That idiot was me. Now I have to go rewrite all of it, which sucks cuz the emotion WAS THERE. Now tho, im pretty chill so the emotion WONT be there when I go to rewrite it. 
          
          I kicked a wall, guys. Hard. It hurt. It also scared my little two year old brother. Now I've gotta go listen to a ton of sad songs and get into the "mood" again. I hate myself  why is writing so hard sometimes T^T

okay, so from this list, who do you ship??? I need to know. 
          Dex x Biana
          Biana x Tam
          Dex x Linh
          Fitz x Chandelier 
          Fitz x Linh
          Dex x Marella
          Dex x Stina(?)
          
          which ones do you guys ship from this list cuz Dex and Marella get along and are chill, 
          
          but it'd also be a great story plot for two ex-rivals (sorta, cuz the Dizznees and Vackers hated each other-ish) would be super cute, but give off the same vibes as Marella and Dex who've been friends since the beginning, 
          
          and Stina and Dex ig is another rivals to (lovers in fanfics at least), 
          
          and Linh's a good counter to fitz's anger, but i dont see any love really, 
          
          Dex and Linh are both adorable cinnamon rolls and Tam (i think) does maybe crush on Biana cuz its hinted that he likes brunettes??

who am I supposed to ship Fitz with? Seriously? Cuz having him date a chandelier in one of my fanfics while there's drama and dates with everyone else seems odd...

I love when random little things I put in writing, cuz i really dont plan out my chapters before i write them, become something big and huge in the future. It's like foreshadowing, but a surprise even for the author and its amazing<333

My friend made me a pfp and it's breaking the theme of "Marella" but it fits with the background super well and I'm obsessed with it. She drew it yesterday and has a youtube channel if anyone wants to see some of her art, you should check it out!! :)
          
          https://www.youtube.com/@kaysiakatt4893