AHHH today has given me major whiplash. Someone that I adore and have known for years, for the first time, made me feel icky towards them. I'm not gonna get into details because it's personal but at the same time I gotta say something because it's killing me. This person always made me feel so accepted and normal and today for the first time they made me tear up and think "wait...they don't like me as much as they like those other people, do they?" It hurts. ;-; on the brightside this tragedy will make my sad stories more soulful! LOL