So I haven't been active and I miss interacting with my fellow Wattpad readers and writers. I had some real life stuff going on with my grandmother passing. It was devastating and unexpected. I'm doing better now. I was actually right in the middle of training to be an Ambassador when it happened. So it was like this totally awesome thing was almost ruined for me. My depression was trying to take over and it was hard for me to want to do anything at all except sleep. To compound things I wasn't able to get down to her funeral. She passed on a Wednesday and they had her viewing Friday and her funeral Saturday. I live a good 12 hours from home now. So I was doubly devastated that I didn't get to say goodbye and I will never get that opportunity back. Then I was angry on top of the depression. I didn't give up though because I knew that I wasn't going to feel that way forever. I'm still upset that I wasn't able to get down there and I think i always will be. I miss her tremendously but I know she understands. And she wouldn't want me to give up on something that I really wanted and was excited about. And she wouldn't want me to stop writing and lose what makes me happy and what I am passionate about. I'm not really sure why I'm sharing all of this. I was just going to say yay I'm an ambassador you guys, I've been mia for training. So yeah, I'm done rambling now. And I'm glad to be back on here.