TheWalnutTree

I’m tired af
          	
          	Like sleepy tired night night I will update you all soon 

lovely_dummy

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Girl, I feel the same way. I’ve been working my ass off because I graduated high school not too long ago. So I have to make enough money just so I can LIVE?! Like this economy is gonna kill me. But I hope your doing well, love:)
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Hiiepeople

@TheWalnutTree hi bae, how have you been, first of all? Second, can you pwease fill this survey out for me??
          	  
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TheWalnutTree

I’m tired af
          
          Like sleepy tired night night I will update you all soon 

lovely_dummy

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Girl, I feel the same way. I’ve been working my ass off because I graduated high school not too long ago. So I have to make enough money just so I can LIVE?! Like this economy is gonna kill me. But I hope your doing well, love:)
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Hiiepeople

@TheWalnutTree hi bae, how have you been, first of all? Second, can you pwease fill this survey out for me??
            
            https://forms.office.com/r/XzBJhWr2EX
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Hiiepeople

Bae, I just read ur recent message, and let me tell you, it's alright, because let me tell you, I also feel like I write word vomit, and I'm on the verge of quitting, but not you. You will not, why? Because you have 7.4k people rooting for you, and so am I. So no matter how long it takes, we will get better together. I prefer you do diary entries on behalf of any character of any book you're reading, or any character you've written. But no pressure, we're all here for you

TheWalnutTree

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I feel like I’m broken 
          
          It’s just so strange I feel different yet the same. I barely write. I barely do the things I love. It’s just a weird feeling. I’m stuck in this time loop where I’m not moving but so much is happening and time is moving but I’m like stationary. 
          
          Why the goose can’t I read anything? Why the goose can’t I write? Ah gah I really want to write but I can’t physically write because I will write shit word vomit anyway here goes writing something random 
          
          The food smells lovely. I don’t know what it is but I’m so hungry I would eat anything. FUCK THAHS SHIT okay one more time 
          
          The man sitting opposite me is a fucking beefcake. His cold gaze pins me to the spot, a contrast to his red eyes ablaze with living fire. He doesn’t talk which doesn’t bother me, no it does bother me. He’s scary as fuck. 
          
          Yeah I’m empty 

0qazwsx0

@TheWalnutTree awwww feel better love
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Kamshreyadu

@TheWalnutTree Again, don't feel pressured into doing something. Trying out hobbies sounds like a great idea❤️
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TheWalnutTree

@chocolateberries_ I’ll try! I’ve been chilling now for months 
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TheWalnutTree

Bedtime thoughts:
          
          In an apocalypse, I feel like I would definitely be snooping in peoples houses and through their things because I can 
           
          Oh I mean bedtime thought I have no more thoughts I am sleepy

TheWalnutTree

@Kamshreyadu But like also I’d get bored and start residing someone’s diary like I’m talking snooping for inessential things ahahah
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TheWalnutTree

Can someone send me on vacation please and thank you 
          
          But like an extended vacation. I feel like I need it. I just want to get out of what I’m doing, to have no stress. To not keep checking my phone. To not have anything to do. Ahhh sweet bliss 
          
          Maybe I’ll dream about it. Everyone always ask, what would you do if you were a millionaire. Dude I’m running out of here, somewhere warm, not working, doing whatever I want, preferably alone or with 19 cats maybe 21 

0qazwsx0

@TheWalnutTree reallll get me out of here
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TheWalnutTree

@Isco22_cr7 Exactly. I’d be the kind that would give to the needy and charity like that’s what I love 
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TheWalnutTree

@lovely_dummy We work our asses off for money to live and at the end of the day we will die and I find that sooo depressing urgh and then I spend money because of that logic. I would have a library of books too 
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TheWalnutTree

This specific scene came into my head about Enzo and Lira and I can’t find it! 
          
          Yes it’s my own story so I don’t know how I can’t find it… I forgot which chapter whoops 
          
          I really need to print them out 

lovely_dummy

@TheWalnutTree I still HATE Grace, trust!!
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TheWalnutTree

@lovely_dummy ew Grace are you feeling okay?
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lovely_dummy

This reminds me that I need to find time in my schedule to re-read the whole series. I still remember Grace, Ace’s mom LMFAOO
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TheWalnutTree

Yesterday, was a BIG day
          
          I was reading king of sloth and I felt all these emotions and flashes in my imagination. At some points I wasn’t reading the story anymore I was imagining my stories, my characters coming to life. And it was AMAZING like ecstasy 
          
          I was so inspired that I cuddled in bed later, and I wrote some words. Granted it wasn’t a huge amount, they probably weren’t the best words but I felt sooo good just to be able to do that after so long 
          
          I fudging love to write but I’ve been so blocked off that this has been everything ❤️

TheWalnutTree

@0qazwsx0 SHUSH I haven’t finished it yet so no spoilers but also it’s soo good so far I’m around page 230 I think. I want Alex though 
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0qazwsx0

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@TheWalnutTree king of sloth was soooooo fucking good like xavier could kidnap me and i would say thank you
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Kamshreyadu

@TheWalnutTree writing blocks are so real fr
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TheWalnutTree

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You know what’s funny… when people talk about wattpad and how the stories are mediocre (because most of us are just writing whatever we want) and I’m sitting there like ‘nooo some writers are sooo good’ keeping the fact that I write hidden because I just feel weird to expose myself like that
          
          Many people have that view of wattpad and I’m like yeahhh I’ll just keep myself to myself heheh 
          
          And if I was to say oh I do write wattpad, I’m sure everyone would think yeah mediocre dumb shit and well my stuff may be mediocre dumb shit but I like it I like it a lot 
          
          Anyway that’s my bedtime thoughts 

KhadeejaP

@TheWalnutTree If it's based off of a single book and they put the entire wattpad down, then I don't even know where to start. And good on you for defending wattpad
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TheWalnutTree

@KhadeejaP I really don’t know but I think they have read one book and summarised everything else based on that. But yeah people have said a lot of stuff to me and I’m just defending it 
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KhadeejaP

@TheWalnutTree Wait really? The think wattpad is mediocre?! Have these people read wattpad or is it what they've heard? Or have they just read some poorly written books? no offence to the writers.
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TheWalnutTree

Oh dam
          
          Wattpad is deleting and closing down direct messaging on the 6th may. I feel like it’s a prank but it’s not
          
          Oh no :( I love messaging anyone who messages to talk about our days and stories and just to connect. It’s sad but you can always post something on my message board or reply to my status update whenever you want to

TheWalnutTree

@lovely_dummy idk maybe they want to make it not about messaging but about reading… 
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emynatty

@TheWalnutTree what exactly is their problem 
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