a disappointment

ayyeee racking up dem followers girl

guys i have made a decision to not continue writing books on wattpad. i am not a good writer so why bother and no one read my books anyway... i am still going to use wattpad for reading books and stuff so you may see me voting for books or something. i just have no inspiration these days... hope you all understand!
          
          xoxo, sophie.

why do i post like i’m famous? i maybe have like two people reading my messages. 
          
          xoxo, sophie. 
          
          
          
          

merry xmas everyone, hope everyone had a awesome day! got a new phone which is a lot bigger and easier to write on so expect more updates...
          
          anyway, hope you all have a great news years day and all the best for 2018. 
          
          xoxo, sophie.

yes i finally updated my profile! and that ugly hoe in the profile pic is me unfortunately, anywho it’s christmas eve and i'm pumped for tomorrow!
          
          my sister ( @aimeedodd2 ) recently joined wattpad so go chuck her a follow! hope you all have a good christmas and new year...
          
          xoxo, sophie.

guys my life is such a shit show at the moment. i've got a harry potter book ready to be published but i'm just so scared to publish it because i can’t write anything even if my life depended on it. 
          
          anyway, summer holidays are well under way and i'm probably just going to be eating, sleeping, reading and watching netflix all summer long so yeah ( i am not a very outgoing person ) and it’s nearly christmas time! super duper excited for christmas...
          
          anyway, i might update sometime between now and the end of next week. enjoy your holidays guys!
          
          xoxo, sophie.

so guys i got a pet duckling yesterday! we found him on the beach, he was a paradise shelduck and he was my best friend. we called him billie. 
          
          billie had to sleep with me for the first night in the tent, so he slept in his lil cardboard box. since he was a duckling, i woke up every thirty minutes to check on him, he was doing fine. but this morning at five a clock, i went to check on him and give him his early morning feed and i found him. dead. 
          
          yeah, so that’s probably the shortest amount of time i had a pet for. yeah... i’m still sad, i loved billie. i’m grieving and it’s currently five thirty in the morning and i know i won’t be able to sleep... 
          
          rip billie - 22 / 10 / 17 
          
          xoxo, sophie. 

hola senors and senoritas. guess who’s back? me. 
          
          so, 2017 has been an extremely rough and lazy year for me. i had ( still have actually ) crippling depression, but that’s fine... yeah so i haven’t been updating and i get huge writer’s block whenever i try and write so that’s great... so yeah. 
          
          so, what do i do with wattpad now? well i still read and still write books in my spare time, i just don’t publish them to wattpad because sometimes there so messed up and weird and i just can’t explain how cringe they are... anyway i’ve been thinking... i’m gonna restart this account, delete all my books and i’m going to start from scratch... 
          
          over the past few months or so i’ve developed this weird lowercase aesthetic thing and i just can’t explain it but i love it so much it just pleases my eyeballs. so on that note, i will be restarting my books and writing the chapters all in lowercase! yay how fun... 
          
          when it comes to book writing, we all know i’m shit at it. but hey, that’s fine! right? but i suck at updating. holy jesus. i cannot update any books even if my life depended on it. so, i will try and update often, well, you know, like once a year. na, just kidding. i’ll try and keep a routine, but trust me, that routine will break in like five minutes.
          
          yeah so... i need new book ideas and i can’t think of any. i wanna write some fanfic and come up with some new original stories! maybe possibly some old stories I may find, i may rewrite them... who knows? 
          
          anyway, i’m sorry i’ve blessed you with this extremely long boring note but i just wanted to let you know that i still do exist, don’t worry, i’m not dead ( yet ). 
          
          xoxo, sophie. 
          
          @-salvvatore ( lol i tagged you because i’m desperate and want you to read this ).