halfyzm

THE CURSE OF REUNITING WITH YOU PUTS A DAGGER IN MY HEART
I IMAGINED THAT YOU SAYING SEE YOU
IS THE SAME AS IT'S OVER
ONLY IF YOUR HEART WOULD CHANGE
BUT THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
MY HEART WILL FLOAT AWAY AND DISAPPEAR
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IF I WERE TO MAKE SURE AND SUFFER, I WOULD RATHER BE BY YOUR SIDE
LAUGHING TOGETHER, SIDE BY SIDE
THIS DISTANCE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS MISLEADING ME
IS THIS WHAT HAPPINESS IS?
WHERE DID I GO WRONG?
PROBABLY FROM THE BEGINNING
THE CURSE OF REUNITING WITH YOU PUTS A DAGGER IN MY HEART
I IMAGINED THAT YOU SAYING SEE YOU
IS THE SAME AS IT'S OVER
ONLY IF YOUR HEART WOULD CHANGE
BUT THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
FEELINGS SHROUDED IN LIES WILL FLOAT AWAY AND DISAPPEAR
I COULD TRY YOU
AND ALSO TRY TO TOUCH YOU BUT YOU PROBABLY WON'T NOTICE
I UNDERSTAND THAT THIS LOVE IS OUT OF BOUNDS
SO NOTHING HAS TO CHANGE
ALL THESE MEMORIES AND YOU
ONLY IF I COULD ERASE THEM
ALL THIS TIME TILL NOW HAS HURT ME
THE SCALES OF MY HEART HAS DECIDED TO SWAY
IF CONTINUING TO HIDE IS CALLED UNHAPPINESS
NOT EVEN ONE WORD WILL GET TO YOU
THE CURSE OF REUNITING WITH YOU PUTS A DAGGER IN MY HEART
I IMAGINED THAT YOU SAYING SEE YOU
IS THE SAME AS IT'S OVER
ONLY IF YOUR HEART WOULD CHANGE BUT THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
FEELINGS SHROUDED IN LIES WILL FLOAT AWAY AND DISAPPEAR
I'M SURE NOTHING WILL CHANGE AND
WE'LL LAUGH TOGETHER AND CALL EACH OTHER STUPID NAMES
SO MANY THINGS I WISH I HADN'T KNOW
I'M JUST A COWARD
WHAT I GAVE UP A LONG TIME AGO
WHY IS IT QUESTIONING ME NOW?
SO MANY THINGS THAT I SHOULD NOW HAVE KNOWN
I'M JUST A COWARD
IF I WERE TO MAKE SURE AND SUFFER, I WOULD RATHER BE BY YOUR SIDE
LAUGHING TOGETHER, SIDE BY SIDE
THIS DISTANCE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS MISLEADING ME
IS THIS WHAT HAPPINESS IS?