I wish

Can i have at least this privacy

-coronavirus isn't over I would want to remind every single one of you to wear your mask inside and please wash you hand, if the cases were too high the junior and senior would have one day online classes and the other they will be at school. The day the junior are at school, the senior will be at home. This was your weekly messages have a nice Monday, the principal says in the intercom

-well that would mean that we could see the senior at all, ask Anna to her math teacher
-yes miss Stock, her teacher answers
-must be happy, Marie whisper
-yea, Anna answers not knowing if she was really happy or not.
At the end of the class she decide not to take the stairs farther from Sam, and from her locker as well, she decide to take the one that are closest the her locker even if Sam goes by there, this boy will not control her life anymore.
-glad to see you, Phil says to Anna when he saw her
-yeah me too, she says smiling through her mask
-are we friends because I know you and the-boy-we-should-not-name aren't getting really well since last week in the restroom, he says joking a bit
-I told him I needed more time but I get it if he doesn't want to wait anymore, Anna says
-girl he would literally jump of a bridge if you tell him it could help, don't worry about that
-thanks Phil, she says
-you know since Luke isn't here anymore I decide that I would protect you like he did, he says proud
-he ask didn't he? Anna ask
-yeah, he says laughing
They get to their locker and the day continues without any bad luck for any of them

Sometimes later ( one or two weeks )
Anna receive a email saying that school is now part time online and her first thought was; Sam she couldn't see him anymore.
She officially lost any interest in school.

Even though Anna did everything to forget Sam she couldn't stop thinking of him, wishing he would walk in the Starbucks but no they lost each other again due to Covid and Sam's bad decisions. One day anna gives up and decides to go eat at Wendy when Sam work she hoped to see him but didn't know if he worked. She open the door and put a single feet in the Wendy..
-Anna!
-hi, she respond shyly just looking without moving a finger,
-hey Anna it been a while, Sam can you please go help in the back the girls aren't strong enough, Lily says
-hi lily, I'll take...Anna says
-a calendar, lily says dead serious
-umm?
-you said two weeks than you called him ThReE days later!?
-I'm sorry I had a moment of weakness, it happen to everyone, Anna says defending herself
-and in the school restroom it was another moment of weakness?! She ask with sass
-I told him to leave!
-yeah right, I don't believe you now leave I'll bring you your order at the Starbucks, I'll take my break and we will talk, lily says
-ok I'm leaving bye
Anna left the Wendy and felt bad about herself she need to forget Sam (and probably stop going to Wendy )

Anna continue to go to school part time and her grade are like Niagara's falls it's going down particularly in math she couldn't concentrate, she also spend the most of her time being on TikTok, which doesn't help a lot.

Anna try her best in class and she doesn't think her mom understands,
-what is this, says Sarah pointing to Anna's grade paper.
-I'll study more I swear it's just that it's hard I don't always understand, Anna explain
-I thinks you should do better and that you should stop seeing friends or boys
-what!! That doesn't make any sense you can't stop me from seeing friends, Anna shout
-yes I can and I just did, now you can go upstairs study
-ugh fine
Anna rush to her to her room and want to destroy everything she calm herself by drawing, she doesn't know what she is drawing all she know is the sound of the pencil pressing to the sheet.
After probably an hour Anna look up and see her brother sitting on her bed watching her draw.
-what are you doing? She ask
-when you are mad you always draw but you usually throw or burn the drawing so I sat here to be sure I could have it, I think you are a wonderful artist. He simply says
-aw but no I'll burn this one too, I could draw you something instead? She propose
-never mind but I want to see this one, please , he beg her
Anna look at her drawing

(It's a portait of Sam crying at the party)
-no i can't, she says
Matthew almost push her on the floor and take the drawing
-Matthew Lewis stock! Give me my drawing, she shout
-why are you middle naming me for!?
He leave and lock himself in his room, Anna sit her back on the door begging him to give the drawing back, he doesn't want to

-I ain't giving it back, he says when they say down to eat
-giving back what sweetheart, their dad ask
-nothing, Anna says
-well the "nothing" clearly mean something to you, Dean answer
-it's a drawing, Matthew says
-aw it's been a while since you haven't draw what is it,that you won't tell us,Sarah ask
-I said it was nothing can I have at least this privacy, Anna ask

Matthew run to Anna's room and get her drawing book and stop by his room to go get Sam's drawing while running down the stairs he sees Anna going to her room mad he hope she doesn't realize he have her drawing book.
Anna sit on her bed talking to Marie on the phone , while Matthew downstairs is showing her drawing.
-here I know you love her drawing because they were like a happy place but now its...

-was it the drawing she did today? Sarah ask
-no umm she did this one
[Sam's portait]
-I thinks his name is Sam, Matthew says
-why him? Dean ask, why would she draw him?
-she probably like him? Sarah suggest
-liked in the past, Matthew correct
-did he hurt my lil princess, dean ask
-it was gonna happen one day, you knew it. Sarah says looking at the picture more closely
-umm mom I think there is something written there, in the back of the sheet, Matthew says
-oh really, Dean says turning the sheet around

-I'm writing you this,
Because of covid,
You'll never read this,
But I wish you did.

The day our eyes met,
I can never forget,
The smile you gave me,
Is my favorite memory.

This is when I knew,
That I liked you,
And you never knew,
I had feelings for you.
-...
With out saying anything Matthew take everything and put them back in their places, in Anna's room. He feel guilty because he really feels like he invade his sister privacy and decide that he will set up an alarm early in the morning and make Anna some pancake and waffles
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Hey there hope you like this chapter and this poem I wrote for "the real Sam" I know it's cheesy but let me know what you guys think
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