𝐁𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 ➼ 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 1

𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘙𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘛𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘔𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 -
𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘢 ͟͟͞͞➳ 𝘞𝘩𝘺'𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳'𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ 𝘉𝘺, 𝘈𝘳𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘺𝘴
𝘠/𝘕 ͟͟͞͞➳ 𝘏𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ 𝘉𝘺, 𝘒.𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘺

Y/N's Pov:

-ᴘᴜʙʟɪᴄ ᴘᴀʀᴋ-

Me and Kita were seen as the perfect couple. Hand in hand, hearts rushing with every kiss, and a lovable connection with nothing stopping us from being ourselves around each other. I wish we could stay like this forever

Kita: Love? Are you tired?

Y/N: I'm just feeling a bit sleepy, I went to sleep at 3 in the morning so energy isn't what I have right now, sorry

Kita: aw, sorry you feel that way

Y/N: It's ok-

Cora: BABE!

I looked up shocked and confused while Kita looked nervous and tense. Who was this girl? She just looked sad and an upsetting sight to see. Tears were running down her cheeks looking at us and something was wrong. She was crying but yelled "Babe". Don't tell me

Cora: Kita...You-!

He ran towards her and hugged her like he would do with me when I was having a hard time. I was jealous but in a sad confused way since I didn't know what was going on. Was she a friend or something more?

Kita: Babe look, I don't like her. I love you. You're the only one I love ok?! Cora...I love you

He wiped her tears and cuddled against her. Cora. She was his ex. I thought they were over. I was his "love". Not his second choice. I'm no one's second choice. I'm...I really was his second choice, wasn't I?

Y/N: Kita?

He turned around and looked down, he couldn't even face me after what he said. He pulled the type of bullshit I didn't know he was capable of. My kita. Kita. Kita. Kita. "I love him so much" "He's the pure part of me" "He's so cute when he blushes" "I'll make sure to wear his clothes when we have sex" "I don't smoke with Kita, he doesn't mind if I do though" "We're the perfect couple so stay jealous haha" Everything was replaying in my head

All the things we did, all that we wanted to do, all that was meant to happen. What kind of relationship did we have if Cora was still in his life? He left me standing there just to comfort her while she said "babe". Enough

Kita: I'm sorry Y/N...I-

Y/N: Sorry for what? I can clearly see you love her more than me still

Kita: No, it's just because-

At that point I was crying. I wasn't going to leave. I wanted to hear what he had to say. I wanted to hear "I was forced" or "This is a misunderstanding". How? I wouldn't care if it was or wasn't because I can see it isn't just a misunderstanding, he loves her for what just happened

Y/N & Kita: I love her

Y/N: I know

Kita looked shocked and ashamed. She was just smirking at me. It was mocking me, just a fucking smirk was enough for
me to want to show her what that could bring to her. I'm giving her Kita and she wants problems with me. She'll get them and so will he

Kita: I'm sorry

Y/N: Don't be, I was just your entertainment until she came back

I walked away trying to remove my tears and didn't make any sound other than sniffs. All we did was for nothing. She
didn't care about anything Kita was going to offer her, she was going to get bored again and leave him. She was the toxic one in the relationship but jokes on her. I'm not an angel who's going to forgive and just let them live a happy life. I guess it's time to see who's more toxic...a bitch with a boy. Or a menace with no fucks to give when I screw them over

Y/N: Stupid feelings!

I wish I could have just not loved him. I wouldn't have been hurt or felt jealous. I wouldn't be crying or even hurting inside. Something about his love was amazing but when I realized everything was fake, my heart just stopped for a second and hurt

I took a pill. It took some time to take effect. Once it kicked in I was able to feel different. I remembered and was still sad but something about it made me feel better. My "Happy Pills". I got high off of them, even though others used different things to get high, I got pills since a few weeks ago me and Kenma finished the weed. I wasn't addicted, I only used them when I was upset and never told most people about it since I found it useless to flex getting high when others would do it because they wanted to be "cool". They never got cool either

I wanted to call Suna. I wanted to feel happy and he was a chill person I could always count on when it came to heartbreaking situations. He never told me "You're a burden" since he tried his best to make me happy when I was upset

-ᴅɪᴀʟɪɴɢ ꜱᴜɴᴀ-

Suna: Hello?

Y/N: Kita's been cheating on me with Cora, it's ok since I remember what a bitch he was any

Suna: You're high again, aren't you?

Y/N: I'm cheated on

Suna: Uhm-Ok, do you want to come over?

Y/N: Yeah, thanks

Suna: No problem

-ꜱᴜɴᴀ'ꜱ ʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ-

Suna: What happened?

Y/N: He fucking cheating on me with Cora. His ex and I wanted to let him explain but he just didn't give me a reason other than him loving her

Suna: Sorry that happened to you

He said as he put his arms around me and hugged me. Something about it was more comforting than Kita's or maybe I just wanted to believe I'm over Kita already. I kissed Suna. Something came over me and I just did. He didn't stop me but just looked shocked for a while

Our tongues locked and when we both backed away it felt better. He used his tongue. Kita never did that, he would do soft ones but something about what Suna did was soft on the lips and rough with the tongue

Suna: You're high, you're not thinking straight sor-

I kissed him again. This time it was to shut him up, I knew what I was doing which is why I kissed him twice. This time we made out and things went farther. It got heated and even though I knew me and him weren't a thing I wanted it to happen. I didn't mind if he was going to be my first. I was just upset and if he was willing to have sex with me, I didn't mind

Suna: I'll be gentle, don't worry. It's my first time too and I-

He whispered. I kissed him again to shut him up. He's trying to back out thinking something is wrong with me when in reality nothing is wrong with what I want from him. It was kind of cute and I could tell he didn't feel comfortable, he thought it was because I was high when in reality, I wanted him to do it. I didn't care if I wasn't thinking right. He was someone I wouldn't mind losing my v-card for since he's loyal and even though he's chill, I knew he was worth it

Y/N: I don't mind if it's you.

We were both lost in passion and lust. I don't know why I said that. Maybe I just wanted him. Maybe I just felt vulnerable. His body against mine. His tongue, his hands, his smirk when he looked up, his chains, his passion was everything I loved. Something I didn't know he could do

"I love you"

He kept moaning at me, he would go harder and the louder our moans were the more he said it. He got rougher. I loved every moment of it. I didn't love him with loving feelings, just lustful emotions. I knew I would always be his first choice. I knew he would look at me as his only choice. I wanted to be friends with benefits

I wore his hoodie which looked oversized on me. I don't know why but the cologne made me feel powerful. I looked in the mirror and felt hot. It was like an ego boost getting to have sex with him. I felt confident, not happy in a loving manner. I had the feeling of a god after it and wanted more of it, not his love. Just making love with him

Y/N: Suna

Suna: Hm?

He said as he held me in his arms

Y/N: I want to be friends with benefits