We Don't Need Pity༄ ᴀᴄ 𝐗 ʙɴʜᴀ

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀 2

Do I deserve the life I have now?

I became a serial killer when I was a child with the love of my life that also happens too have the hair of a strawberry

We killed thousands of people and had avoided the police practically our whole lives before we got caught at UA

We both became the infamous Red and Blue Devil that was considered a national threat with the amounts of deaths we cause

We did this all for our survival, how do you expect someone too grow as a person in a society when all they've done in their sad pathetic life is fight, fight and even more fighting?

Of course too fight.

My name is Nagisa Shiota and that hasn't changed

My lovers name is Karma Akabane and neither has that changed

We refused too change our names after we fled too abroad. It was a way for us too remember our past as we settled down in a nice home in the country with the opposite gender and a special baby boy

Our child

The pain felt like hell

Transitioning to another gender isn't easy, our bodies were left with nasty scars, trauma, bruises, and deep gashes that took months too heal. Of course what could you expect from underground doctors?

We didn't have time too go through the process when you transition to another gender. We only had one day too transition and that was it or else the police would've caught up

We couldn't and weren't in the state too walk but we got up off the bloodied metal table, held each other's hand, and placed one foot in front of the other again and again

Every step we took felt like walking on fire

But the dream we had of living together forever in peace was what pushed us

We became woman

We fled on a carrier boat of goods to another place far away. Didn't matter where or how, as long as it was with each other we were more than ready too go through with it

It was freezing cold on that boat, icicles formed on the boat and our toes fell dumb and our faces flushed but that didn't matter

The will to live in peace was what kept us warm

Do we deserve too live in peace?

No

No we don't.

We know that more than anyone but until the day we die and see god himself. We intend too choose our fate and death and nothing will change that

Our hands are stained with blood and that's an undeniable fact

We left our life in Japan for peace that we don't deserve

But we grabbed the peace we wanted with our blood stained hands and held on tight so it can never let go until it became truly ours

Those 1-A still continue too look for us ever years after Deku became #1 hero and when Shoto finally found peace with his trauma

Because even after all this time we continue to be a mystery that only we can uncover

However their will too look for us and find us will all be in vain for me and Karma never plan too be found

We don't deserve this peace and happiness we have

But we still grabbed it and made it ours

We're monsters after all

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"Good morning Nagisa..." the faint sound of the redheads voice went through my head as I slowly became aware of my surroundings. The warmth of my lover was evident and our child between us

I scrunched my nose and finally opened my eyes too come face too face with golden one that had such beautiful long lashes

I gave a soft smile "Good morning Karma" the sun was shining in from the white curtains, the warmth of the small child clinging to me felt warm as my long blue hair was spread out across the bed

I looked down too see a small child with short blue hair cling too me in his sleep and drool on my top

I giggled "Looks like he snuck in again.." my love whispered with love in her voice as she smiled. She gently ran her hand through whatever short hair he could

My little baby always wanted too keep it short

Karma slowly sat up as her her strap tank top fell over her shoulder, her long hair was in a messy bun and loose sweatpants hung below her hips. Her large breast looked heavy..

She than reached her hand out too pick up the small boy but I gently pushed it, she rose a brow with a smile. I placed a finger between my lips as a 'ssshhh' motion with a smile

"Leave him. Go make breakfast" I whispered softly

"Yes ma'am" she teased

I rolled my eyes playfully and looked back down at the small boy that resembled me a lot

We found abandoned when we first came here, he was left in a bag inside a dumpster. It was his loud crying that led too us finding him

We couldn't leave him

We may be murderers but....Karma couldn't leave him with how much he resembled me with my blue eyes and hair so we both agreed too take him with us. It was hard when we first came, not money wise but with the fear of the police finding us. We couldn't risk it, not only that but our bodies were still recovering from the surgery but we pushed and pushed until we finally got everything in order

It was finally peace

It was peace that we didn't deserve but peace that we took and forced

I sighed with a sad smile

We don't deserve the life me and Karma have now. A home, a child, food, and freedom. But it was a life that we always dreamed of. A life worth living

As sad as it may be, this small child of ours may follow in our footsteps

I closed my eyes and hugged the small baby

I can only hope that this small child never does realize or find out his mothers were monsters

We're monsters living a life of normal civilians

Ironic.