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LISA POV

Before I went to Jennie's penthouse

I've been calling her a few times but she just keep rejecting my calls and even seen wouldn't do

How much I hate myself being such a weak I couldn't even stand her

But I need to prove her that I'm worthy of her love I need to explain my side and I could not afford to lose Jennie in my life when she became my life, I would be literally crazy if I let my Jennie go

I was still in the hospital and seulgi and Ryujin came here to visit me they said that they already have taken care of the dance competition this upcoming week and they said that I can already discharge besides I've been here for 3 days already how I miss my Jennie so much

I needed to heal myself first and I'll try my very best to explain it to Jennie

"Lis, are you really sure you're going to Jennie's penthouse as in right now after you got discharged?" Seulgi told me and I nodded without hesitation

"Yes seul I needed to explain my side to her cause she just misunderstood it"i deeply sigh and look at my wallpaper to see my jennie

"Do you want us to accompany you there?"i returned her my attention and I shake my head as a no, i dont want to trouble them because they still have to do something in the school managing something about the competition

"No seul it's okay besides I can do it on my own already don't worry about me"I assured her making her deeply sigh

"Alright we will get you home first and me and Ryujin are l are just gonna go to university after we got you home" i must nod i dont have a strength To talk a bit

They already send me home and i clean myself and layed to my bed for a bit and i sigh for the nineth time

I decided to call jennie but she directly didnt answer me soi tried texting her

Me:
Jennieyah please talk to me

She's not even responding even a seen could not do

But I'll not let my guard down I'll try to explain so she can hear my side that it was all force

I tried calling her again and to my surprise I was shock she answered

Me:
Hon! I'm glad you answered the phone, I'm sorry for what happened the other day and I'm here to explain it, it's not what you think jungkook just for—

Mandu:
"I hate you"she said making my knees wobbled because of what she just said

Me:
"No please jennieyah I really don't want that please believe me" as I look down and sobbed hard while waiting for her to speak

Mandu:
"Your wasting my time I regret I answered your call, bye"making my heart ache so much she just shut me out of her heart just like that not even wanting my explanation

"N-no please j-jennie"as my tears started to fall down again

It hurts please make it stop

Knowing the love of your life is not here by my side making me feel so lonely

I tried to call her again but it directly went to voicemail means She turned off her phone i immediately bought her some of her favorites and dozed off to her apartment without thinking twice

After I arrived at the store there's no stock of her favorite mandu I went to others just to buy it but I went a bit far but it's okay as Jennie liked

"I hope she like this and she'll forgive me" I muttered to myself and sigh deeply

After i see jennie at her penthouse

I lifelesly walk through my apartment i really dont have strenght enough and im hurt also because she cant even tried to let me explain to know the real situation that day

Mom was calling me out of nowhere making me wiped my tears and tried to sound joyful

"M-mom w-why did you call." I cleared my throat as i heared mom answered

"Hey dear i remembered your birthday is almost near where do you want to celebrate?" Mom said excitedly i can feel that she is excited for the news in my birthday

"U-uh i dont know mom, maybe let's just prepare a bit of foods I would be glad for that and let's just celebrate at our house there's n-nothing special"as I looked down and i noticed something below my bed it's like a small envelope

"I feel something is not good, sweetie, are you okay?

"U-uh Yes mom im okay I'm just maybe tired at school you know"I fake laugh not for her to notice but she already did

"Tell me what happened?"

"M-mom.... me and Jennie just have a misunderstanding but I can fix it don't worry mom"as I was still looking at the envelope

"Oh is that so I was really planning to invite you two for dinner to tomorrow it's your dad and I anniversary"

"Uhm maybe mom she's busy at her work"I tried to reasoned out

"Oh, yes she have a work I remembered it, maybe next time if she has a day off you can invite her but promise me you'll fixed it?"

"Yes mom don't worry I love her so much to let her go just like that"

"Okay besides it's almost your summer break can you help us at our restaurant for awhile"

"U-uh sure mom no problem I'll be there in time"

"Okay dear I love you just remember your dad and I loves you so much we are so lucky to have you in our family , we missed you so much your oppa as well he said that you guys are going to play ps5 at his room when you come home"mom laughed ahile she said that

"Oh god oppa was really addicted to play games, aigo I missed you so much too guys you as well mom"as I sigh deeply

"Okay dear, we gotta sleep now it's already 11pm you still have work tomorrow am I right now go to sleep I don't want you to be late at your work"I sobbed silently not wanting her to hear me

"Okay mom bye love you"I said weakly we both bid our goodbyes and hung up the phone

I opened up the envelope curiosity is killing me

It's my debt oh god I still need to pay for my bills my allowance is ₩10,000 I still have to save money for my foods oh god it's making me more sick knowing I still have to my bills

I curled up and I put my arms to my knees as I started crying again

"I'll make it up to you hon, I promise that and I hope you'll forgive me"

As I didn't notice I fell asleep without me changing my clothes

TBC

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